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2010-04-03T23:39:00.002+08:00

You'll be gone...... For 9 days.

But its like as if 90 Days, 90 Months.

I need you. And I definitely gonna miss you a lot.

School gonna re-open soon and I guess you'll be super busy because its gonna be your last year. Last year in school means more work to do. More test. More quiz. More projects. All this more+more+more+more = Less time for me =(

I'm a little selfish. But I'm easily contented as well. I just hope that we can spend some times together if possible. Will you give me your time?

Anyway, was rather stress/sad/disappointed these few days. Feeling really moody because my results wasn't that good and my application for poly was an unsuccessful one. So I'm going to mail to a few poly hopping that they will accept me 1 day. Should really stop wasting time studying and studying, ending up still in ITE. Fuck the world!

Hopefully Miss Lim will plan me work more so that I can earn extra money for the food on my coming chalet. And *wished* that I could clear off my debts so that I can start saving for my future as well as my future bike. *I have to feed my baobei as well* Hahahaha...

Alright. Shall update more when Im free, or when I feel like.

I miss you like crazy ="(

2010-03-22T00:43:00.002+08:00

Woooohooooo~~ Im back after so long. Heh!! Was kinda busy.

I know you guys miss me!! Thank you =)

Many things happened but lazy to update. Since now its holiday, I planned to chiong more on my bike pract. Hopefully I can get my license before it expire.

I want my baby so much. Tiffy Tiffy!!!

2010-02-16T01:57:00.001+08:00

Im really hurt this time round.

who to blame? No 1 but myself, STUPID/ RETARDED/FOOLISH serene!

2010-02-11T23:33:00.004+08:00

Thats my new hair style. (a little man ah)
Went to the hair salon together with lawrence and F***, we waited for more than 1 hour.
Seriously cannot judge the book by its cover. I see that hair dresser like cannot make it. However, he Impressed me.
Just 2 more days to new year. Oh man... Time flies!! Yes ah, I managed to hit the $88 incentive. heheheh.. Thanks to clara...
Tomorrow going out with my puipui. Yeah!!! =)
Last but not least.. Wishing my gan daddy (Barry's Father) a happy birthday (:

2010-02-08T01:02:00.003+08:00

Went shopping with Atiqah , Tiff and Amanda. Last minute decision though. Had lots of fun hanging out with my new buddy. Hahaha.. With her around, shopping is so much better because she gave lots of suggestions and opinions. I believe Tiff feels this way too =)

These are the stuff I bought for myself, and I overspent it. So from now onwards must start to control , if not later no $$$ eat.

And yes... Like finally I managed to get the bag I wanting so long. Thanks ah baby....... Its so nice of you to get me that Crumpler bag. Heh heh heh~~~

Okay la, give you discount. Instead of you giving me 3 presents - V'day/Ann/My birthday. I shall let u just get me another present for my birthday will do. And of course I did prepare something for you too la. Heart itchy liao right? hahaha.. You will know it 6 days later from now!! But Im sure its something that u want/Like =)

14blades is indeed a nice movie!!

Oh yah, I ordered 1 "shirt" online and they delivered wrong item. Sad!!

Alright.. Im tired and goodbye.

I enjoyed spending my every moment with u!! Thats $$$ CANT buy (:

2010-02-06T21:56:00.003+08:00

I love this pic to the max. Hahaha...

Alright.. I love this quote : LOOK INTO THE MIRROR BEFORE INSULTING SOMEONE =)

Saw someone comment on fb today => " V'day VS New year "

Interesting isnt it? For you guys who are attached what would you choose?

As for me, Im working on new year. Visiting will be at night I guess.

There will be a staff party tomorrow in the morning. Heh heh heh... " Jumping buddha" here I come. ( some inner joke)

I so wanna get new phone. Take it as a early birthday present for myself. LOL!!

Anyway... heaven really buy my clothes yet. Shall see how...

Oh yah.. Im waiting for someone to get me CRUMPLER bag.. =)

Bye all. What a random post

2010-01-24T21:56:00.003+08:00

THURSDAY - Out with bestiesss to celebrate Tian's advanced birthday =)
All thanks to desmond that he drove us there, save time for transport.
Went to somewhere at East Coast for dinner. Yummy~~~~
Not forgetting that Jie hao actually dropped the whole cake =(
FRIDAY - No school but went to work around 4 plus.
SATURDAY - Went to take Pract 2 and i didnt managed to pass.
Out with GV cliques to eat dinner at Sakura. Thank you buddy for a sumptuous dinner =) Had lots of fun/laughter/peace/joy!!!
SUNDAY - Working opening today. Nothing much to update about work.
Alright, let me update some movies that I've already watched."Its complicated" its so fucking hilarious! "Vampire assistance" ? Not bad but a bit lame though. As for "The spy next door" is not a bad movie too. =)
Going to watch all the new movies soon! Wait for me moviessssss....
Right.. Pay faster come, Im waiting for u~~
Yeah!! The coming Sunday going to meet besties again, going to buy new year clothes together. Hopping that darling can come along with me! And before that, already planned to meet tian at 10am to go barry house. I think its time for me to visit my gan daddy and mummy. I feel so guilty that they always the 1 who ask me out.
My uncle bought my sister a new phone W350. Cool or what?
Hahaha.. I know this entry of mine is super random!!!!
Okay bye~~~ I love my puipui Raed =)

2010-01-18T13:39:00.004+08:00

Getting lesser and lesser people in class each day..

Anyway.. During break, I went to cafe 1 with Wei sheng and Kao oh. 3/4 done with our food, "DM" ---> discipline mistress

came over and say this to me : "Take out your ear stuck"

All of us stunt and I asked which 1, I thought cannot wear the bigger hole ear stuck. After that she repeat again, "take out your ear stuck". Wei sheng caught what she meant and told her that Im a GIRL. So she stare at me for a few seconds and thought that we lied to her. I showed her my Ez-link card and she got so paiseh saying that Wei sheng and my hair look alike, plus I dont look like girl...Zzz..

Thinking back on the 1st day of school. Mr Tao and 1 of the teacher actually called me "Handsome". Hahahahah.... Even though its quite embarrassing but Im not offended because Im already used to it. Some coffee shop aunty/uncle already call me "Xiao di". Btw, "handsome" is like an compliement? Hahaha.. At least Im really good looking other than my size and height!!

Anyway.. Started to relflect on myself after chatting with yy buddy. And yes, she's right..!!

I've a very bad habit and I've to change it. Im sorry for being such an ass. However, not everyone can understand my situation because we're different. You all wont understand how much I've suffer. This is life isnt it? Sometimes I think that Im suffering from depression sia. Like seriously.

Woot~~~ I feel so much better after I tear. Heh!!! Im still so kiddish.. Thats the good thing because Im turning 21 soon. AHHHHHHH!!!!

Life sucks to the max!!!! And I hate myself so fucking much.

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2010-01-12T01:48:00.006+08:00

Webcam with my sis that fatty. I realised she quite zi lian. Found that sunglass in my room which I suspect it belongs to Sarah. =x

I promised myself/baby to be more motivated. Trying my best to stay positive towards school. And surprisingly I was the 3rd person in class today. Woke up early even though I slept quite late last night. And my teacher asked me if he will be able to see me again tml. So sarcastic la!! Grrrr... He will definitley see me because there will be a class test in the morning. Here I am, blogging/Fb-ing which I only studied till Topic 5. FYI, we will be tested till Topic 15, GG!!

Went to take Pract 1 again today which was my 5th attempt. Im considered one of the worst who did so badly. But Mr nice guy Elson Lee who failed me the last 3 times finally decided to let me pass. Im so damn happy because he helped me really alot. He gave me lots of chances despite the mistakes made. The last time I took was last month and at 1st really cannot make it. Before I could move off I already hit someone and I fell. I hurt myself somewhere so badly and Im in pain =(

I guess its the ring that give me luck =x heheheheh

"O"level results out today and my cousin did badly. Just hope that he can at least enter Ite and study better there.

Oh well.. Theres alot of things waiting for me to do. Rather stress but Im trying my best. Im still trying and I didnt give up! Support whatever I do dear. I really dont wanna waste my $$ and effort.

2010-01-06T23:58:00.005+08:00

Once again..Overduesss photos. LOL

Anyway..Welcome me back after M.I.A for so long.

During the 3 weeks of holidays, I was so busy working. Damn fucking tired because the crowd is seriously disgusting. Its worst than chinese new year I guess. I wonder how much popcorn, how many hotdogs and how much drink we sold for 1 day. And I seriously hate those irritating patrons whose so "kia su"! Like to crowd at the entrance and like to squeeze when entering. Like as if thier seats will be taken by someone. So pathetic!! I decided to take a few days off after fighting so many days of wars at Candy bar. And here I am at home, finally managed to update my dead blog. However, will be back to work on fri again.

Thinking of $$$.... No choice, have to chiong work. And its hard to find job now a days.

I've already planned to go bata/popular/singtel tomorrow with tiffy after my school. Need to get new shoes as chinese new year is just around the corner. Wanna check it out how much singtel selling OMNIA II.

OMG!!! I so want that phone la =(

I also booked pract 1 on mon. Hopefully I can pass this time round as it will be my 5th attempt.

Im also looking for someone who work under civil servant because I need them to help me book chalet for my 21st birthday. Sian!!! Hope everything will be alright.

I love to hang out with tiffy =)))

Night all!!!

2009-12-25T01:37:00.004+08:00

1st of all.. I would like to wish everyone MERRY CHRISTMAS =)

I guess I wont be celebrating this year cux I'll be working as usual. Double pay! Plus I hate crowded places, hate to squeeze!!!!

People eat TURKEY at home, I ate steamboat. Zzz... Not to bad because at least I still have my family and relatives with me. Oh well.. My dearest baby having fun at home. "Jia ho liao" =(

aahahaha...

Anyway..the pics above was taken 1 month ago? We went to say cheeze for lunch. And from the pic, you guys can see that she hates to take MY pic. I believe that my skills are so much better than her too. Haha =x

We ordered the "laksa soup" because its her favourite and I'll never eat the mushroom thingy again. It taste so *YUCKS*!!

Hmmm...Went clubbing at "ZIRCA" with besties yesterday. We were all so crazy and high la. But after awhile we all start to ton down liao. Too tired! Cannot imagine those at the dance floor for so many hours. Thats Crazy!!!Plus it was "Ladies night" so there was alot of people there. Overall I had lots of fun. However, I wish that you were there with me because I really misses you that much. Oh yah, saw quite a no. of people making kissing/making out. LOL!!

We went back home around 3 plus and I slept the whole day at home. Too tired to move around. Btw, I will bring baby to clubbing with me 1 day. =)

Working in the morning tml, wish me good luck!! L1/3D

Night all!!!

2009-12-16T23:34:00.004+08:00

I know its a very random pic.
Okay.. Shall update about some movies that I watched for the past 3 days as well as what had happened when I'm working these few days.
12/12/09 - Watched "Couples Retreat"
I think its a very hilarious movie and its very true about some couples in real life. Some of them are not true to each other even though they may look very sweet/loving on the outside. Some couples do take their partner for granted, cheating their partner etc. Then in the 1st place, why do they want to get together? Why do they want to get married? Why do they want their partner? If they cant get along well, why cant they just leave each other and find someone else better. They just trying to make use of them when they feel lonely? They just simply need their company? Hmmm.. Whatever it is, this is all "FATE" that bring couples together. I think they should treasure each other before they really regret. Unlike me, I treasure my partner and I promise I'll give my partner happiness. And I believe when comes to relationship, we should be true to each other, compromising each other as well.
13/12/09- Watched "Storm Warriors" alone.
So lonely la, everyone walked pass me was looking at me. Crazy, never see people watch movie alone before meh? Grrr!!!
Anyway, the ending sucks man. But overall was still okay =) There might be Storm Warriors 3? Hahaha... Who knows?!
14/12/09- Watched "Ninja Assassin"
Did not plan to watch this movie because I thought it was a boring show. Decided to watch it last min and I realised that it was a great movie. Very violent though, but i think it was very exciting. Oh yah, That guy Rain? Seriously very ugly! But he was very cool in that movie. =)
15/12/09- Watch 2012
I know very slow pork la. But the show is seriously nice!! Its like "climax" throughout the whole show. Which I believe is a good thing because its a 2 and 1/2 hour movie, meaning that more people will fall asleep if the show were to be too boring. Wondering what if this were to happen in Singapore? What will happen to all of us? Really don't wanna die this way. So tragedy!!!
Okay.. These are the movies that I watched using the "Unlimited sign in" (:
Candy Bar opening today and It was rather tiring because 8.50am was my starting time. I woke up around 7.50am and reached Gv early to do the preparation. There wasn't alot of people at first until 1 plus? Anyway, there's this uncle came and buy popcorn combo from me which consists of 1 large popcorn, 1 large drink and 1 skittles at $9.50. Guess what? He took out all his 20cents COINS and pay for his food. Like wtf!!! I asked him if this is his savings and he said "ya because he hate to have 20cents coins" Then in the 1st place why he save all the 20cents coins. yeah?
I was rather pissed off by some people today but just don't wish to mention his name because I'm a very patient and good person. =)
F*** of bastard. Go back to china man! Ooopss... Im quite obvious heh!
Shit!! My lappy getting warmer and warmer.. Then now so hot. Have to go!
Night people, tml will be having lunch with Tiff, xx and Ah ma at "YUKI YAKI" =))

2009-12-10T00:00:00.000+08:00

I love this pic alot. Muhahaha =)
Anyway.. Just ended work and I realised that shining lovessss to put me do box closing, whenever I requested work on wed. She also lovesss to put me at L1 usher. Zzz...
I think those who bought tickets for "STORM WARRIORS" today really wasting their money!! Its 10bucks per tickets and its only wed. So what if its sneak preview? As if story line will be different. Plus tomorrow will be the actual day showing already what. Rich people!! Oh yah, theres this uncle came and buy 2 ticks from me and its 20bucks. He gave me all $1 coin. Zzz.. exactly $20. Poor chap, no money still need to dig his coin bank treat his gf watch.. Hahaha...
Yes ah.. Working 5 days again this coming week. I love $$$$$
Okay.. I shall Self-declare HOLIDAY.. Wee~~~ Didnt attend school for 2 days already. Plus tml no class and I've already planned not to go school on fri, so yah!!!
Before I closing my counter, this family of 3 came to me and asked me what credit card got discount. They wanna watch "NINJA ASSASSIN" and I asked for thier son ICs because he look rather young. He told me he didnt bring and asked me why cant I let him go since he's with his parents? I shoot him back : "This is a M-18 movie but not a PG movie." I was guessing if he's really underage because his parents didnt argue further. If he's really above 18, they wouldnt just go quietly. I know what they thinking inside out man, so typical!!! Now a days ah, parents thinking all so different liao. Last time when somone said rating movies children cannot watch and my mum would definitely stop us from watching. Now leh? parents will keep argue with us that the child is with them and asked us to close 1 eye. Siao!! This shows that my mum still quite innocent. ( Hao dan chun oh~~~) Hahahaha...
And I seriously hate people who cares so much about discount than letting us complete our sentence. Seriously pissed off man. Or those like came to counter keep looking at the price instead of telling us what movie they wanna watch. I also hate those who need us to keep repeating which credit card has discount. When we've already told them that ONLY "OCBC and SAFRA MEMEBER" are entitled to discounts. However, they will ask : "what about UOB? CITIBANK? HSBC? " Bla bla bla bla.......NONSTOP~~~~ Super irritating!
My aunt strick 4d and she bought Mc spicy meal for my supper. Thanks for the treat =)
However, I regretted eating it because its super fattening. I feel like vomitting it out suddenly!!
My sister going to salon and rebond her freaking LONG hair tml. And I shall tag along to cut my untidy hair. Should I highlight my hair? Hmmmm...
Time flies ah~~ Its 10/12/2009!!
Happy Birthday TIFFANY ANG =)
Remember to stay happy and smile always. Promise to be there whenever you need me!! And you're officially 18, so lets go buy M18 movie tickets from fred, making sure he wont stop you and making sure he wont shoot you. Hahaha.
Night all (:

2009-12-09T00:43:00.003+08:00

New criteria for sign-ing in for movies. Hmmm.. Im okay with it because I believe I can definitely hit the sign-ing in of UMLIMITED of movies. Its cool isnt it? Its so much better than having a black compass, can burn it away liao. No la, can give the tickets to my mum and sis =)

Anyway..I have decided to stop my pract for awhile perhaps until my next pay day. At least I can top up more $$$ into my acc and chiong the pract instead of worrying for this and that. If I never take consistantly, I believe I have to keep repeating my pract. Trying to stay POSITIVE!!

I went to decorate my Cafe world at fb just now and Im broke in that game. From 800k to 12k left. Zzzz... Even game $$ also can so fast spend finish!!

Ooh.. I heard that next year new year 2010 will be clash with Valentine day. Clash or no clash I will still be with my darling =) So no worries and I wont be visiting my father side relative. The reason is very simple. THEY'RE NOBODY TO ME!!

Didnt attend school today morning because overslept. As for monday I went for the afternoon class and its super pathetic cux only wei sheng and I went. They kept talking about NARUTO. Zzz!!!

I think this update a little random.

Ps: Even though I cant be there for you when you're so stressful. But Im always giving you moral support. Dont worry and always be happy because Im always missing and loving you =)

Good night =)

2009-12-06T01:13:00.002+08:00

These are my class photos and also SOME of my dearest classmates. Hahaha.. Because not everyone attended the photo taking session. I know not very clear because I took the pic secretly in class without catching teacher attention =)

Anyway, I just feel that we can find or know friends easily just like that. But when you really need a true friend? Its hard cux it take times to know them and understand them. Even though Im not really very very close to them in a sense that we will hang out together or something. And I know that they are not true to me because I believe they backstab me sometimes when I dont attend school. Hahahah..However, after being nearly 2 years of classmates with some of them, at least we get closer than last year. ( which means more backstab) LOL... Okay la!!!!!!!! They're great friends and shall keep in contact after we all graduate yeah? And I can say that Mr Tao, is a great teacher/ great man too. He's very very soft hearted but he helped us alot. He always give us lots of chances and he did not raise his voice or throw temper at us so far (:

Overall.. Great to have you guys as my classmates and great to have Mr tao as our C.A ( so much better than the bitch who taught us last year, sooo miserable)

Time flies and soon it gonna be holiday. After that will be last semester in school. Which means I have to start planning to go higher nitec? Poly IF I can or start working after graduation? Lots and lots of planning for me and I have to think it through!!!

Perhaps the next update I shall talk more about GV/GV friends and patrons etc.

More exciting I guess. And I could say that this is a super random entry.

Good-the-bye and Good-the-night =)

MISSES YOU LIKE F***

2009-12-04T01:05:00.002+08:00

WHERE-ARE-YOU-NOW (LYRICS)

To my favorite teacher
Who told me never give up
To my 5th grade crush
Who I thought I really loved
To the guys I missed
And the girls we kissed
Where are you now?

To my ex-best friends
Don´t know how we grew apart
To my favorite band
And sing-alongs in my car
To the face I see
In my memories
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I´m thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn´t for you
I would never be who I am

To my first girlfriend
I thought for sure was the one
To my last girlfriend
Sorry that I screwed it up
To the ones I loved
But didn't show it enough
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how,
how to live like I do
If it wasnt for you
I would never be who I am.

And I'll never see those days again
And things will never be that way again
But thats just how it goes,
People change,
But I know
I wont forget you

- guitar solo -

To the ones who cared
And who were there from the start
To the love that left
and took a piece of my heart
To the few who´d swear
I´d never go anywhere
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I´m thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn´t for you
I would never be who I am

If it wasn´t for you
I would never be who I am
If it wasn´t for you
I´d be nothing

2009-12-03T23:15:00.003+08:00

Went to catch 3D movie with Tiffy and buddy on tue - CHRISTMAS CAROL

I think its the better 3D effect so far compare to the rest, thats why we willing to spend $$ on it!! My face look so weird/funny in the pic ah? ( But I believe I still look good)

Working 5 days this week and Im really chiong-ing work cux my bank acc damn dry. Cannot even draw out $$$. Ta da~~~ I left $5!! Pathetic isnt it? What to do, when I have to pay alot alot of stuff and sometimes dont even have $$$ to eat. I work so hard and yet I still cannot afford the things I like. Damn poor thing........God is unfair =x

Trying to dig/search coins in my house...Poor me!!! Just received pay not long ago but......I spent all already. Spend on what? Errr.. Top secret!!!!!! After 10/12/2009 then you guys will know where my $$$ gone to (:

Anyway.. went to retake my 4th attemp of practical 1 today and it really sucks.. Seriously!! F*** the instructor cux they negelcted me. And I really feel like crying lo. Haix..... Dont wish to mention liao. Just get ready for re-taking of pract 1 again!!!

Dont know why, just feel that Im really stupid and really a slow learner! Low morale sia!!

Yeah~~ 1 more week to holiday.. trying my best to stay positive to attend school everyday which I did for this week. Hahahaha...

And I can be easily agitated these few days. What happened to me? Hmmmmm......

LIFE SUCKS WHEN THERES NO $$$$$$$

Ps: Just endure 1 week more and I believe we can spend quality time together again yeah? Missing you so badly and I just feel like hugging you right now ):

2009-11-23T20:40:00.002+08:00

Wahahah.. copy this photo from peg's blog. And I ENLARGE a little!! LOL

Initially wanna request OFF on sat which was 21st nov, because someone INVITED us to celebrate her birthday for her at SAKURA. Lucky I change my mind and work in the morning so that I wont rot at home. What happened in the end? We didnt dine with the BIRTHDAY GIRL at sakura because she DUA us. ** WOW~~ So many aeroplane just flew pass us** She sms-ed me saying that : " the dinner will be postpone to next week, it will be her treat because of FAMILY". Was rather disappointed because all of us were quite looking forward to this meeting.

Anyway, Bryan was so enthu to go eat buffet so we went to safra sakura as I have the safra member.

Guess what my dear readers??? ( I assume there are people reading my blog la) LOL

We ( my frens and I) saw the BIRTHDAY GIRL and some of my other friends. Thats was COOL isn't it? FAMILY?? pui****

Just passing on some messages to you and I believe you know who you are. If you didnt want us to go, why dont you just tell us the truth? And we are not the 1 who initiate to meet you anyway. Who do you think we are to you? Toy?? Come on.. we are humans and we do have feelings too. Both of you can just walk past our table without even saying "HI" to us. Its okay because we know how important we stand in yours life. And Im telling you that after that incident, you guys are no longer my friends. NOT even a "HI-BYE" friends. Aiyax, you all care meh? Since this is what you guys decided to treat us. You can treat it as nothing happened? What can we say too? Like what peggy said.. GET LOST!!! Seriously pissed!!

I still remember you mentioned a few times that you misses your friend etc ( obviously I know its not us la) And you also said that friends are like drifting away from you. Know what? Friends will always be friends, friends are drifting away from you is because of you own way of handling things and how you treated them. And now I know why we will never be a group of good friends.

Anyway.. Thanks zhong yi, clement and kiat ait, at least they came over and greet us. This is what we call friends.

OKAY!!!Thats it!! Thats the end of everything. Nothing you could do to change what you have done. Or perhaps you never even thought of anything as you can happily write in your blog as if nothing happened. LAUGH!!!

Overall.. We ( Tian, peg, Jie hao, bryan) had lots of fun taking photos, enjoying our own buffet dinner =)

Dearest friends.. I love you guys and will definitley treasure you all. (:

Friends forever!!!!!!! G07

Aiyax.. Now like Go6 all thanks to qing lin!! Grrr

Ps: I miss you darling!!!

2009-11-20T00:41:00.002+08:00

I look fat this way ah?

Anyway.. I feel much better already!!Thanks peeps for tagging!! Love you guys =)

Thy lessons really so boring man. And I always pretend to listen but actually Im not. Good luck to me for my coming class test!!!

3 more weeks to my holiday?? Faster Faster!!!

Nights~~

Ps: I had lots of fun today and I believe u too.. love yah baby!!

2009-11-18T00:19:00.003+08:00

My life suck..

I suck..

Im short..

Im fat..

I have a poor family background..

I have no money..

I have no savings..

I have nothing..

I have no life..

I cant afford every single thing..

Im useless..

It took me lots of courage to be who I am today and It took me lots of courage too to face the reality..

Im trying hard to stay positive, but I doubt I can..

I hate to have this so near yet so far feelings..

I hate everything..

Basically..I hate myself...

I hate who I am..

ASSHOLE.. How I wish I am normal!!!

Fuck it!!

2009-11-15T01:25:00.002+08:00

Yox yox check it out!!!

Just end work and Im damn tired!! Backache man =(

Seriously damn lots of ppl lo, the queue is like NON-STOP. Clara said twice to me: " Wah..like new year ah" I was like... Worst than new year can? Got no time to drink, no time to eat, no time to top up after " session end". When you want to do something, the queue will be back again. Never ending man, and all thanks to the movie 2012. Zzzzz!!!

Popped so much popcorn, cooked so many cheesy hotdog/Jumbo hotdog, its still not enough. Wondering how many hotdogs we cooked in total, so scary la!!!

My total sales for the day~~ $2626.20

Was a little pissed just now. Not with customers this time, but with someone la. Was using popper 2 one whole day, and we didnt use popper 5 because theres some problems. I know that theres no more salted popcorns left behind but I think its really dumb to use popper 5. I told the person its spoiled and cannot be use. Then she said this to me : " Ya I know, cannot pop sweet but can pop salted" I was like.. Spoil still can pop this cannot pop that wan meh? The nvm lor, In the end really cannot pop, lucky never burned if not I will be extra piss. See.. so busy liao in the end must spend time wash that bloody popper. WTF Seriously... Anyway.. Wanna thanks Tiffy for helping me wash 3 and the half/4 of it!! So bascially she washed everything.. Hahahah =))) Sound like Im bullying her =x

I so long never really get angry or throw my temper liao. I believe if i were to be, everyone will be scared of me. And I believe I might be more fierce than Amanda. Hahaha.. Sorry for using you as an example. So... dont test my patient man!!!

Tired.. Wanna go slp liao, working in the morning later. Zzzz..

Nights ={

Ps: So near yet so far?

2009-11-13T03:56:00.002+08:00

Just finish packing my room, suddenly feel like doing it.
While I pack, I actually saw some letters and diary. Letters from somebody else la and diary that I wrote. It was like year 2004. Heh... So long ago yeah? Although its kind of memories for me, but I quickly destroy it because some are really nonsense. Back than, I realised I am really so childish. However, the things that I like somehow maintain the same. Like my favourite drink, fruits, colour etc.
I also realised how close I was with my cousin cynthia. Haha.. Right now both of us have our own things to do and I believe we will catch up with each other 1 day =) Not forgetting lynette and some of my other cousins who started growing up!!
And at the same time, there are lots of random thoughts going through my mind. Which is the reason why I cant get to slp. What kind of person I am actually? The people whom are close to me, are they real to me or just faking infront of me? Sometimes I feel that Im really so... Aiyax.. hard to explain. Certain feelings/thoughts are hard to express it out.
I also don't know why Im being so negative suddenly. Zzz... Sometimes took bus alone, looking at so many different people. And I started telling myself this : " If I were to enter work force, how do I dress myself and how will the rest of people look at me" ?
I need counselling. LOL..
Im really tired! ='(

2009-11-13T00:00:00.002+08:00

Heh... Happened to see this pic in 1 of the folder in my lappy. It was so long ago la. See my sister so cute.. But ask her take pic with me like will die.. Zzzz!!!

Went over to Gv to help my mum and her fren purchase tickets just now and its like super lots of ppl. Can u imagine 7pm and 8plus movies for 2012 FULL HOUSE and the 9 plus and 10 plus movie left with 1st row from the front. I got stunt because today only thurs and yet so many ppl. Woo~~~

Oh yah, I went to consult my teacher and told him about my difficulties for paying the current school fees. And he asked me to check with my school CVC (customer service centre) about 1 acc call PSCA. Initially I didnt want to go because Im super lazy. After second thoughts I went alone and asked. Surprisingly... I do have that acc and guess what???? I have 2k plus inside my that acc!! Bad news is that I've been paying school fees for 1 year =(

However, the good news is that I can use that acc $$ to pay my currently school fees. How great =)

I feel great after meeting you today.. I miss those days where we spend quality time togther!!!

More to come yeah??

GoodNight!!

2009-11-11T00:52:00.002+08:00

Stress.. I need money.. Any kind soul wanna lend me?

Hahaha..

IM SERIOUS... Zzz.. =(

Random post ah..

Tml starting school at 10am. And time passss so fastttt that.. Its my 5th week of school already. Completed all my phase test. And Im waiting for my holiday to come. =)

But sad news is... Failed my pract 1 again and taking my 4th time soon. Perhaps next week or so. Really sian sia.. But trying to stay positive. Thanks lala for motivating me!! Hahaha.. How nice (:

Im really tired of my life man. I know no 1 is perfect. I don't want be perfect too, scared too many ppl will like me. Hahaha..Kidding.. Just want more $$$.

Dear God~~ Pls be more fair towards everyone can? =.="

Before I end my random entry.. I wanna let eveyone know that I MISS TIFFANY ANG..

Wahahaha.. So long never see her liao!!

Nights!!! I'll dream of money tonight, and I believe Im the millionaire in my dream. That is why Im poor in real life!!

2009-11-09T00:10:00.002+08:00

I LOVE MY HAIR!!!

As if.. yy and I planned to have a hair cut tml after our pract lesson. Everytime cut the same hairstyle abit sian but no choice. And I also thought of going "Hair for hope", supporting people suffering from cancer. Perhaps next year. But if Im still schooling then I shall reconsider yeah!

Oh well......

My mum kept nagging non-stop. "Ask me to keep long hair"

"Ask me to go rebond it after I have the long hair"

"Ask me wear skirt"

"Ask me find BF"

"Ask me stop learning motorbike"

If not..........She gonna disown me. *LAUGH*

Is not I don't bother about what she said, its just that Im old enough to choose what I wanna do. And definitely mature enough by knowing what Im doing.

Im trying to stay as positive as I can. But yet, I don't have much confident of passing my pract 1 tml. Just pray hard that at least give me some CHOPS on my book. At least give me some motivation marh!! Grrr!! Heard from maharthar( Don't know how to spell his name,sorry) that he also taking his 3rd time pract 1 tml but its at 6 plus. He told me that he very unlucky because there's 1 gal who didnt manage to get out of the big circle, drop bike a few times managed to pass. Its quite biased though... Just add oil no matter what. =)

Oh yah, before I end my entry, wanna share 2 funny jokes with you guys. I was working at box office today ( VISA LAI => by aga)

This guy came and buy 2 tickets from me using cash.

He told me : " I want 2 tickets to THATS IT"

I stunt awhile and asked him : " Sorry, what show would you like to watch" ? and he repeated "THATS IT"

After a few seconds of stunt, I realise he want to watch Michael Jackson, THIS IS IT!!!

So I act as if nothing happened and confirm the show and show time with him. LOL!!!!

2nd joke... 1 filipino lady came and collect her tickets. Then guess what? The name she filled up was : "SMRT CITIBANK VISA"

Then I got this urge to ask her if the tickets were booked by "MISS SMRT"? But I didnt la. But its really damn funny when I saw that name.

Okay.. I can doze off anytime. Tired!! Got school in the morning 8am.

Night peeps... =)

2009-11-07T23:18:00.003+08:00

Working in the morning and was doing 3d today. Arcade centre is just beside GV and the machine is super noisy. Especially the "UFO catcher". I saw alot of ppl actually tried to catch some soft toy which is really cute. And that is why I upload this photo. Hahaha.. Because of this 4 tiny "little poon" ( which was pronounce by me a few months ago) cost me nearly $150. Alot of ppl would rather go buy right? But its the fun-nest you see. The more you cant catch the more du lan you will be and then you will have the urge to play more. That is why..... I spent so much on them! Hahha.. This 4 soft toy its with Tiffy now. Take good care eh!! Oh yah.. Especially the "Blue poon" Damn it!!! I think this is the colour that made me spent so much money on it. Whereas the pink 1, I think only 6 bucks =)

LIMITED EDITION okay!!!

Anyway.. I feel that sometimes life is damn boring. Dont you think so? Its like.. Sometimes after school I would go to work and earn money. Weekends no need to say, sure work. When it come to pay day, "clear debts", " Pay bills", " school fees", "Allowance"!! End up I got no money for myself to spend. After all, I start to realise Im no longer young and yet I have no education. Not only that, I also realise I've been spending really little time talking to "you" and hang out to have fun like the past. Sigh!!!!

I know its very random ah. Because I wanna upload photos to make my blog more attractive. And I realise..." eh.. I heaven been taking any photos and there's really not much for me to upload" So... I started thinking and have all this random thoughts.

Btw, Monday will be my 3rd time taking my Bike Pract 1. Thats sad right? Seriously, I think Im a DAMN slow learner. Even my other friends can do better than me. But have to stay POSITIVE!!! =) Really trying my best to pass. I hope I wont take more than 4 times because time consuming ah. And money is another problem. Now my acc left $$60 until the next pay. Good luck to me!! Any kind soul wanna lend me money? hahaha.. =((

Alright.. This is all I have to say.

GOOD LUCK to me for every single thing!!

2009-11-03T00:39:00.004+08:00

Alright... this is how I look after I finish crying. And I don't know why. Automatic tears when I finish blogging!! Heh.. I still can zi lian right? So dumb.

Was webcam-ing with Tiff at the same time and she was so STUNT/SHOCK to see me in this state. Hahaha... Saw her face so funny and she even let amanda see how I cry. So bad...

Anyway.... I feel great after crying.. Really!!! Im fine =)

Was working at candy bar just now. Did closing with sya and clifford. And seriously pissed off man. Cant believe nur will use popper 5 instead of popper 2. Zzzz..

Because I was at counter 4 and no 1 using counter 5 today. So... Im nearest to the popper which means I have to wash lo. WTH.. My hand injured but still.. what can I do. Im gonna whack her ass when I see her. Seriously!!!!

Thanks to sya, he helped me a little and he send me home with his bike. How cool!! Thanks alot =)

Today suddenly got alot of ppl came over and watch movie. Crazy peeps!!! Can you believe we did send in order as well?

Alright.. Nothing much to update le. Just wanna let "you" know that I miss you!! (:

2009-11-02T00:23:00.003+08:00

Okay.. I know its super grossssss... Hahaha...

Seriously feel like crying when I look at my own injures. But at the same time I don't wanna give up just like that. It would be a waste because enrolment free 100 plus + I deposite $60 into my acc already which cannot be refunded.

Tml so called got "no school" because teacher will be away for some courses. So, I'll be at home resting and hopefully I can recover fast enough.

Hey ppl.. This is so random... Do you guys ever have thoughts that "you" might not be your parents real son/daughter? Hahahaha... because I do have. I tell you... My mother is soooooo SUPER biased. Seriously.. My brother can do whatever he wants but I cant. My brother did something wrong but she never ever complain to my aunty. However, if I were to do something wrong, she can just go around telling the whole world about me bla bla bla.

Im always hurt by her. But I just choose to keep quiet because if I were to voice out. I will always be at the lossing side. And I believe I might cry!! Hahaha...

Seriously speaking.. Looking at all my entries, do I ever mention my real/true feelings actually? Sometimes la. But infact, Im really really hurt!!! when Im really sad, I don't show it out like my bro to my parents. I will cry alone in my room, hiding my sadness and tears from them. And who do I really spoke to? Everyone knows. I've been acting strong enough infront of everyone. Being a very happy-go-lucky person for these past 2 years.

Well... Complicated yah? I just need to be alone. I don't wish to talk to anyone in my family for now. Let nature take it own course. As time goes by and I shall see. I hate this type of fuckin life.

And I heaven even pay my school fees yet!! Im suffocating~~~~GG!!!

Hahaha...Maybe I'll be kick out from school soon.. Yeah....

2009-10-31T19:24:00.002+08:00

Im back after so long..

Oh well.. Currently feeling a little weak as I "buang" when taking my practical 1 on thurs.

I injured my waist and elbow and it hurts alot. Cant bend my hand, cant bend down and take things. Haix... Lucky I didnt hurt my right hand otherwise it would be more troublesome. Initailly wanna take photos of my injuries and post it here. But it look damn grosssss so I decided not to.

These words came from the bottom of my heart!! ==> Im really lucky to have you by my side. Helping me to change my dressing of my injuries, and worried for me when Im injured. Cry for me when you feel heartache and sayang me when you see me in great pain. I really love you so much. I believe the others wouldnt do so much for me.

But I know out there, there are alot of ppl who really care and concern for me. Like my mum... she keep nag nag nag nag at me but she really worried that I might get into trouble. My buddy and friends who asked me to take good care and even bee hong ah yi. My dad "TSK" me so loudly but I know he care for me too. But when he saw my injuries, he just said: "oh.. a little bit only" I was like.. Zzzz.. Pain lor.. Grrr!!!

Anyway... dont worry la.. I'll be fine!! No worries ppl.. Just pray damn damn hard that my next pract will be better for me!! =) And thanks so much for you all de care and concern.. LOVE YOU ALL LOTS!!!

Anyway.. Just some updates....

Went to Vivo Gold class to watch " My sister's keeper" & "Julie & julia"

Well..I think my sisters keeper is really a touching movie... Go ahead and watch. Tiff and I both tear so badly. Hahahha...

We also went to watch "the deadly tsunami" last week. 4/5 for the rating!! Great movie too =)

Bought tickets for " Love happens" , " Blue mansion" & " Jennifers body" on this coming sun. (which is tml)

Compass expiring today, so no choice have to marathon movies liao.

Alright.. Nothing much to update already. Later going out to celebrate Fred's birthday.

Oh yah Fred.. Tiff and I are the organiser okay... Must like the present we choose for you. And not forgetting to wish you a HAPPY 32nd BIRTHDAY!! Stay happy always =))

Tata..

Signing off..

ReNe..

2009-10-23T01:19:00.003+08:00

Super craving for all these food especially the mango dessert. Don't know why suddenly feel like eating mango or durian. ( These pics was taken quite some times ago)

Was working candy bar closing just now and my total sales was only $15.30! Was training one girl name sharon, Joanne sister. I think she's okay la. Maybe because she work at cashier before, so its rather easier for her. Taught her how to pack nachos, bring her to see site office, bring her go see where to throw rubbish, taught her how to wash warmer and griller, taught her how to wash dispenser and yah. Not too bad =)

Anyway, went to bike thy lesson 1 and 2 on wed and it was so boring. Sat there for 4 hrs and my shoulder was extremely PAIN!! How I wish you could be there for me!!

Going for thy 3 & 4 the coming Tue with yy buddy and one of my classmate Tan wee seng. I also booked Practical lesson 1 the coming thurs after my school. Even though the passing percentage is not very high, hopefully I wont do so badly!!

It would be a busy months for me as I have alot of things to do and catch up. Must hang on and cannot give up!!!

Oh yah, even though this is quite P&C but just feel like blogging it out as it's a happy things for me. Every semster, the director of don't know what will get top2 to 3 students GPAs and don't know do what to it la. A little blur though. However, Im one of the top 2 students for this semester and my class advisor asked me to keep it up.

He told me : I believe you can do it wan hor, so please keep it up and please change your lateness habit.!! "

Okay.. Im not trying to hao lian la, just find it so curious because there are a few of my classmates did better than me but they were not choosen on the list.

Please take good care of youself and I believe now its time for me to take good care of you!!

Last but not least.. HAPPY ANNIVRSARY BABY!!

Night peeps!!

2009-10-18T19:00:00.003+08:00

Whenever checking Ic at usher point, just got this random thoughts of philip. =(

Nothing much happened though, but just wanna update my blog because its kinda dead. School start and I love the timetable. But a little sian because this time round have to study alot of thy and the lessons are so dry. Made me feel so sleepy!

I enrol my bike license already and taking my 1st thy lesson on the 21st which will be on the wed. As for pratical... I will have to wait because my acc currently no $$$ and also must compromise my timetable. I cant just go take my pract and thy when im having lessons. Im afraid it will affect my GPA.

Im a type of person who willing to spend alot of $$$ on food. But I don't know why, suddenly change my mindset and will think twice before deciding what to eat. Perhaps there are alot of things that require me to use lots of $$$. But dont ever worry my dear. I'll save money and make sure I clear my debts again!!! I'll also spend money wisely this time round, so that we can less worry on minor stuff.

I may be suffering now. But Im working hard to earn more money. Even though I got no savings, but I just wanna do whatever I want. I scared I might just pass away one day without doing the things I wanna do so much in my life.

OMG~~ And I also don't know why Im getting more sensitive!!!!!

Anyway... Im going to spend more time with somebody.. If not later complain I neglecting bla bla bla.. Hahhaa...

Going for Gold class movie on wed, " JULIE & JULIA" with angpuipui!! And I realise I got 8 more OCT compass. Muhahahah~~ Movie marathon soon =))

School tml!! Arghzzz.... Hate it!!

Ps: 虽然你可能会觉得我越来越不疼你了，但是我依然还是爱着你。

我很想告诉你我感到很骄傲，也很幸福有你一直在我身边陪伴着我。

我会很珍惜我们这一段感情。我会永远地爱着你而且也会对你好一点。希望你能在次的感受到我对你的爱和关怀。我会sayang你很多很多！！！！！PROMISE!! (:

2009-10-10T00:30:00.002+08:00

Heh... See my hair so TOOT! Anyway, if Im not wrong was chinese new year showing CJ7!! And I also remember all staff are required to put on the "hairband" thingy =/

Just ended work not long ago. Was working at box today. Its like finally after so long the queue back to normal, even though there are still quite a number of rating movies. But hor...Time still passssss soooo slowly man!!

Buddy told me about this fat thief. Initially thought that he stole things at cb because there are some displays. Didnt expect he would try to steal the 3d glasses and even a CALCULATOR which place on the table for us to calculate the total admission. Its like wth la!!!

Yesterday went to giant to fill up application form. Don't know can get the job or not. If I continue to stay at Gv with this type of fucking roster, just 2 days per week. Earn what shit $$$??? Saw Tian at Giant.. Hahhaha..And meet up peegy to get her bf birthday present. Jie hao and des was with us too. So qiao..Saw so many lysian's yesterday!!! People like aszri,Jiawei,Jocelyn and so on....

Oh yah, I went to Ubi with Wei sheng today to do enrolment for bike license. OMG!! I got short sighted lor. I cant see clearly when did eye testing. The lady asked me what is the "ALPHABET" below 9. I answered "10" then she asked me 3times before I could get the answer right. Sigh!!!!!

Heaven get the chance to book thy lesson. Intend to wait for buddy and at the same time study the book given. Scary la~~ So many signs!! =/////

Hopefully I can manage to pass but not more than 4 repeat practical. If not will waste alot of money.

Ps: Baby.. when I promise I wont neglect you, means I wont. Even though sometimes I tend to break my promises. But I believe I'll do whatever I promise you. Its just a matter of time. I don't wish to argue or quarrel with you everytime because I miss those days..The past, where both of us so sweet towards each other. I hope sometimes you can give in to me as well. But I really want to know what you're think exactly!! I believe you got alot of things you wanna share with me. perhaps don't know where to start off with. All I wanna tell you is..I want you and really dont wanna lose you and I really LOVE u like F***!! =(

Sorry ah.. Random.. hahaha... So pls pretend you guys didnt see the small word before this paragraph.

Sian sia.. Tml working Floor usher. Damn!! I think she purposely want lor. She know I hate L1 so much and yet I kena so many times. NBCB!! I so useful okay!! Grrrr....

Okay la.. Shall stop here le.

Night peeps...

2009-10-07T23:02:00.002+08:00

LOL!! This pic was my very 1st haircut.

Went to watch "Phobia 2" yesterday. There are 5 different stories. I think its not as scary like what I've expect. Nothing much to talk about, but with those 4 actors acted in 4bia is really funny. ( Last part of the story) Storyline more or less are the same. But not bad la.

As for today, went to tiffy house and slack until 6pm. After that went back home and sleep till 9pm. Really tired. But I believe Im always tired. Muahhaa..

Checked my Timetable for the semester already. Not too bad!!! Definitely wont end later than 3pm =)) Hopefully wont change liao!!!

YES AH!! Somone finally agree and support me to learn bike le. Thank you very much! I promise to learn well and wont neglect you de (:

$$$ pls come to me.. I need u!!

Maybe going to marathon movies tml. See how 1st. Night people.

2009-10-05T23:34:00.002+08:00

Quite a number of people commented my photo on facebook. They said I look as if my teeth drop. Thanks ah!! I think I look super cute okay! LOL..

Went to Airport Budget Terminal to send philip off today. Was rather sad that he got to leave us and go back to his own country. Hopefully he wont cheat our feeling by telling us he'll be back in a year time. Perhaps he will come back to GV as a manager. We'll wait for you. Meantime.. Keep in contact at Facebook!!! =)

Anyway, I didnt expect Budget terminal is that small. I thought maybe it would be half of T1 or T2?? But... Its okay la.. Budget what right?? Cheap and can fly can liao!!!

Wah lau!! Time pass so fast la.. Next week school reopen le. Sian 1/2

Hopefully this time round my timetable wont be as shity like my previous semester. I want to go home early ,if not as least start class later man. Everyday 8am, thats CRAZY isnt it?!!

Im starting to learn more about types of bike. Im still very noob about it. Perhaps out of so many brands and types I only know less than a handfull???

Working box opening tml. And planned to catch Phobia 2 after work.

Last but not least. Not forgetting to wish TAN WEI SHENG aka TAN WEE SENG a happy birthday. Stay cheerful =)

You're a great friend!!

Ps: Im missing you so badly!! Don't forget that Im always loving you!! (:

Goodnight!!!

2009-10-04T23:56:00.001+08:00

Just some overduesssss photos. LOL

If I were to hang out with Tiffy, she always fail to take pic of me. Thats sad right?? *Hint* So next time please do so okay. Don't always wait for me to say..ask or hint!! =(

Anyway, went to sheng siong with mum & sis today to get some dishes/seafoof for steamboat.

After that went to meet tiffy to pass her the camera and we camwhore a little before heading home for dinner.

Tomorrow have to wake up as early as 5.30 am again. Meeting Gv's clique to Airport to send philip off. OMG!! He definitely will be missed by us. What a waste GV lose him as a staff. He seriously very good in a sense he know how to work. I believe after he left, there wont be anymore "routine" check!! =(

Keep in contact yah dear fren!! We wont forget you =)

Oh yah, I think my mother very funny/unreasonable. I listen to Tank-如果我變成回憶, she asked me why I listen to malay song O.o!!

After that I sang 蕭煌奇-你是我的眼, she said that I always sing male singer song. Must listen and sing more of female song. I was like Zzz =.="

I suan her asked her next time dont sing any Hokkien male singer song and she replied : Hokkien song different. So no link right? Grrr!!!

Oh yah, did I mention I went to pierce another ear hole on my left ear? I got cheated btw. I asked the lady if I could pierce 2 at a time on the same ear. She went to check with the doctor and he said okay. After that when I went into the room, he told me only can pierce 1 hole but still charging me at the price of a pair. WTH!!! If cannot then let me know earlier marh. I dont have to waste money and perhaps go to a better clinic which my mum refer me to. Sian!! The doctor is the 1 GV always refer us to take injection at. Somewhere near Tampines polyclinic =((

Nvm la, at least my darling said I look nice.. thanks for consoling me. Hahah..

Not working tml, so planned to do "tang yuan". Got this craving for quite long ago.

And not forgetting to wish my dearest meimei- CELES TAY a happy birthday =) Stay Happy and smile always. Meet up soon. Miss ya lots!!!

OH YAH!!!!! I STRICK 4d today.. Muhahahhaa.. Aiayx... only $250. But better than nothing. Actually thought of asking people to lend me some $$ to survivor for the month. But yes ah!! Thank god =) Thank my luck as well =) Wee~~~~~

Give me a big big hug bee~~

Night peeps..

2009-10-03T23:55:00.003+08:00

This is the pillow I bought at Giant today. Aiyax.. only $5.90. But the comfy-ness is okay for me.

Didnt slp from yesterday midnight 1am till today afternoon 5pm. Was using lappy to blog and play games at the same time. After that start to prepare and meet my Gv clique to the "PINK RIBBON" OMG!! So pink la.. Haha... And when I 1st saw yy I just cant stop laughing. She so gal!!!!

We ate breakfast somewhere near the MRT station and took the shutter bus to East coast park for the event. There are some survivors who suffered breast cancer. Seriously so proud of them. However, for those who pass away because of breast cancer, I believe they're doing great in the heaven. They feel proud for us because we supported the breast cancer event. Anyway, everyone will die one day. Its just depend on the different sickness we will be suffering in the future. Hahah... Suddenly feel so holy!!! =x

Talking about the event. My whole leg is really aching. =( Sound like I very weak. I tried to jog but...... I stopped because of my stupid TIGHT shirt. As for the rest, they walked and jog damn fast, leaving me alone =( hahaha..

Oh yah, after the event, we rented bicycle for 2hrs as well. Just cycle around the park and went to "fish" for a while. Wasted didnt video Amanda catching fish. She damn enthu about it. And we headed to Parkway for our lunch at Pastamania and home sweet home after that. The moment I reached home, I tore away the plastic and start using the new pillow. So comfy la!!!

Alright.. Nothing much to update le. Just feeling damn tired ...leg aching... And my shoulder hurts alot.

How I wish you could be here to massage for me =((

Goodbye peeps...

zzzzzZzzzz!!!

2009-10-03T01:12:00.002+08:00

Heh!! Thats my sis and tian!!! Hahaha... It took me lots of courage to upload this pic. Yeah Yeah..I know I look very diff. But I prefer the way I am now. Know why? Because Im fat. Then as you know,guys where want to see so fat and ugly girl right?? Its okay la.. Memories. No regret!!!

So sian lor. Request 5 days work kena 3 days. Request 4 days work kena 2 days. Means if I were to request for 2 days perhaps I wont even manage to get to work? Sometimes I think its quite unreasonable. Ask us to sign this and that, more and more rules and regulation. But they never ever thought of how we feel. Only treat us like shit!!! Last time people dont wanna give request keep kp. Now give liao then dont put us work. GRRR!!! Still hired so many noob shit in. Okay lor.. If they can replace us then we got nothing to say.

Okay.. No matter what, Im not gonna give up my wish of getting a bike license and a bike. I've to continue to work to save more $$$!!!

Have to wake up as early as 6 or 5 am because Im going to the Pink ribbon walk with my usual Gv clique. Its the support for breast cancer. And shit the people!! Seriously.. I ordered the shirt size M for male. When I went there to collect they told me theres no more Guy shirt + theres only L size for female. WTH!! I cant even wear la =(( What Term and condition is that man? Stated that there wont be any exchange of shirt bla bla bla.. In the end leh? Disappointed. But its for donation, so forget abut it.

Oh ya. Fuck the guy name kevin don't know what sir name outside MRT station from CITIBANK. Promoting the SMRT credit card. Initially I wanna take the brochure from him and he like don't let me take. NBCB!!! Just because I was wearing a little too causual. F***!!!! Its okay.. Look down on people no wonder he don't have customers. Just go home sleep and make sure you got fired 1 fine day. Hahaha.. So harsh! =x

Okay..lets sing this together!!

如果我有了broom broom~~ （Bike)，就能驾它带你到处遨游！！

如果我有了broom broom~~ 生命也许完全不同！！

可能我想要的我喜欢的我爱的

都不一样

眼前的黑不是黑

你说的白是什么白

人们说的有钱人

是我记忆中那群自私的人

我往向broombroom的脸

却只能看见一片虛無

是不是上帝在我眼前遮住了钱

忘了掀開

我要你broombroom~

帶你領略四季的變換

我要你broombroom~

帶你穿越擁擠的人潮

我要你broombroom~

帶我你閱讀浩瀚的書海

因为你将是我的

让我看见

这世界就在我眼前

OH~

Haha...edited this song from 蕭煌奇-你是我的眼

Just some random thoughts and I managed to create my own lyrics. Wahaha... Cool eh? thank you!!!

2009-10-01T23:59:00.001+08:00

Hahahaha.. Super cute right? All these photos was taken quite sometimes ago. Was using my com to blog then go view if theres' any photos saved inside or not. Then happen to see all these photos which made me laugh. Especially the last pic. Bryan like...... lots of animals and birds to describe him =x

Memories sia. Too bad dont have Tian's face. Haha....

Went to Watch movie " Cloudy with a chance of meatball" with mum and sis today. Alot of kids because its CHILDREN'S DAY!! I think that this animation film are more suitable for kids. My sis wanted to watch it in 3d. Is not I dont want to pay for them. I personally think that 3d effect now a days are so diff comapred 2last time. Last time 3d effect really power. The thing is like coming to you wan unlike now. So far the only 3d effect I could feel was "MONSTER VS ALIENS" the 1st part of the story where 1 of the guy was playing table tennis ball and the ball was like flying it to you!!! Other than that... I doubt so. Maybe next time la, I'll treat them watch 3d movies =)

Don't know what happened to me today. Took the wrong bus home and thought that the bus driver drive the wrong direction. I saw bus 29.. But didnt notice that it was actually 291!! Grrr.... Made me walk home!!! Perhaps was being too anxious to go home check my results for this semester. CONGRATZ to me because i got all "A"s for my modules and "VERY GOOD" for my Pm2. Was rather sad because my overall GPA only 3.289!! Thought can at least see a GPA 4!! Hahaha... Its the accumulation thats why. But overall it was okay because my last semester only got 3.00 and I improved!! Shall continue to work hard so that i can get a better GPA during my last year/last semester!! JIA YOU (:

Anyway..After my movie, Jie Hao, des, tian and I went to NTUC to get some steamboat food to so called celebrate for des birthday. Hope you appreciate whatever we've done for you. At least we didn't forget about it. Last but not least.... Wanna wish you a happy 20th birthday! Welcome to 20s club. Muahahah =)

Oh yah.. After so long.. We finally meet up again..GREAT!!!!!

Im missing you dar dar !! =(

Tata..

Signing Off..

ReNe..

2009-09-30T23:30:00.001+08:00

Ta Da~~ This is the Ang bao bag Im referring to.

Anyway...I find something super hilarious, so i decided to blog and share to those readers. I was lying down on the floor and i fall asleep withine 5 mins i guess. Was too tired! What happened was....I dreamt that someone SNORE sooOOoo loudly and it woke me up. After that, I realise i was the 1 snoring damn loud like nobody business. Which means.. I woke myself up from my own snore!!! Stupid right? O.o"""

Anyway, after so much thoughts and consideration. I've decided to get myself a BIKE license and perhaps save $$ for bike. I know everyone will like "sure not?Very dangerous eh." I know I know!! But to be more realistic, you think with whoever I am or whatever I have now, am I able to save up $$ for even a car license? I doubt so?What more a car?

Now my piority is to save up and get a chalet. After that save $$ for Bike/Car license.

My dearest~ I hope you can support me. Seeing other people own a car make me feel terrible. Thinking perhaps in my next life then can get? Please give a serious thoughts and dont reject me straight away. =(

Can you imagine if i own myself a bike? Transport aint a problem to us because you always complain why i got no car.

But of course..If 20 years down the road...I may be a rich person, then i will dump my bike and get a car just for you. =)

Seriously speaking..Who dont want to have thier own car right?

Okay..Maybe somebody would even laugh at my short leg,thinking/imagine how can i ride a bike!! Grrrr~~~

Anyway, went to cotton on and bought 3 long sleeves shirt + 2 slippers. ( Total $45) And get myself some undergarment as well as shampoo! But now that i got not much $$$ left =(

Why so cheap because there are promotion for selected items at cotton on!! Haha.. Sound like Im the promoter helping to promote.

School going to start soon. Sian.. Zzzzzz!!! Tried to log in and see my result but it's not out yet. A little excited and stress. Hoping I can get better result this time. (:

Went to have dinner with Jie Hao and bryan after my work today. After that we went to mac and slack a little while. OMG!! Today is the last day to change the old Ezlink card to the new 1. And its super lots of people man. This shows that singaporean are all very last minute. Can you imagine the Q was from Tampines Mrt station all the way to Ck? =.="

Looking at the Q, I suddenly got some random thoughts. They all can queue patiently just to exchange thier ezlink card. But when come to buy tickets, they can shout and scream at us as if they own the place. Or as if we owe them. NA BEI CB!! So what if they have credit card? Big meh? Just want to attract attention only. I DARE THEM shout and scream at MRT station. Laugh*** Then i shall be the 1st to help them call woodbridge hospital no. ( Even though i don't know) Muahhaha =x

Just find some people very PATHETIC!! Think they educated then can KPKB. Siao!!

Sorry ah... Just Some Random thoughts. Hahaha...

Oh yah.. Not forgetting to wish Amanda a~~ Happy 19th Birthday =)

Tata..

Signing Off..

ReNe..

2009-09-27T21:22:00.002+08:00

Was feeling damn bored so went to edit these 2 pics. OMG!!! I also dont know why i become more and more E.M.O

Have been thinking alot. Really alot!! Don't wish to mention it here. Kind of personal.
Anyway.. Because of Karen.. Buddy and me decided to move up all the way to 3rd row from the front because there's not enough seats behind. ( Cinema 7, The ugly truth) Wah.. Quite front eh..My neck hurts a little. Best part was...There's this irritating guy kept laughing till me and buddy got to fake laugh. But this show really very funny. Got damn lots of dirty joke!!!

Think i very sway... Walk also can knock onto the trolley. Now my leg there got blue black liao. Plus just now went supper with tian,mei and des. Made me fall in the middle of the road. =((

So pain la... Arghh!!!!

Nothing much to blog also. Shall stop here le.

Tata..

Signing Off...

ReNe..

2009-09-26T22:36:00.004+08:00

Time past so fast. Im going to graduate soon next year april. Schooling after that? I don't know. All i know is i want more $$$. Need alot of clothes.. Pants.. Jeans.. etc. Oh yah.. These pics is my circuit board which DOESNT WORK.

Oh well...Was standing at Usher point the whole evening yesterday. The feeling was great because James..Amanda..And even Sean was there for me. Actually dont mind standing there alone because there wasn't alot of people watching movie. Its really great man!!! Perhaps there are too many rating movies le. Plus now Golden village check Ics very strictly. So yeah...

Something happened which made me feel like laughing out loud.. I caught this lady with her child holding on to mac drink. So i stopped her and explain to her bla bla bla. She stood at the foyer trying to finish up her drink. Looking at her..trying to finish up the whole cup of drink... I BEING KIND enough to asked her if she want us to keep it for her and she can collect it after the show. She said okay and went in to her cinema. Later on, she walked out and asked me why i allowed some other people with soft drinks. I got shocked and i initially thought i did not catch the others. But she pointed to out GV cup. Then i explained to her bla bla bla again. There she goes... Funny customer: Isnt it the same coke? Its just different cover. Its just like a "Chanel Perfume and don't know what other brand she's comapring with" I was like... Yes... I understand... and explained to her again.. Inside my heart I was thinking.... " Might as well you buy GOLDEN VILLAGE tickets and go to SHAW and watch.. Same what... MOVIE ticktes... Its just that it printed out as GOLDEN VILLAGE and SHAW or CATHAY only what!!! LAMER!! After that she came out of her cinema and she wanted to see manager. kevin attended to her and she requested Kevin to give her our GV cup... So she can pour her drink in OUR cup and bring it in to the cinema. ZZZZ... If every customer requested that... Then think we charity meh??? BITCH!!

As for today.. I almost late for work. Lucky tiffy called me at 10.30!! if not i still sleeping like a pig. I work at 11 am btw. ( I didint have a chance to bathe..But i did when i came home =x) Hahah... Im going to catch midnight movie with the usual people at 2350, The Ugly Truth!! And after that will be SABO-ing time =))

Bye/Night peeps....

2009-09-25T01:00:00.004+08:00

Happened to see this when i was packing some of my stuff. OMG!! See clearly... TOP 'N LEVEL' Chinese okay. Don't play play hor.. LOL.. Seriously.. If you were to ask me write a compo now i don't think can make it.

Thinking of the past. If i were more hardworking... I believe i wont be suffering at ITE now. Cant imagine what kind of pay I'll be earning in future. Cant imagine what will be my highest qualification??? ITE?? Laugh****... In that case i cant survive in singapore. I'll just be a nobody in future =(

Was tonning at Tiffy hse yesterday. Everyone fall asleep while i was lying down...Thinking real hard.. and i actually tear a little. Heh.. Stupid right??? I also don't know what Im thinking. Just suddenly got alot of random thoughts. Like what if I die just like that? What will happen to me and where will i go? Haix... this is just life. And at the same time. Just kind of feeling gulity of being this way. Is this what I really want?? Harming myself and my dearest???

And It so random that i sudden thought of how we met all. Of course having you by my side is more than enough.. More than everything. On the other hand. I felt guilty again!!

You know you got a very very bright future. Unlike me.. I'll make you suffer. ='(

Haix...Sorry for being so random.

Thinking of not saving money from the beginning really made me even sad. Now i got to suffer so much. Stress ah!!

Oh yah.. Thanks Tiffy mum for dinner treat at thier house. And i brought alot of Cornflack..cookies and Brownie home.. YEAH!! Yummy~~~

Anyway..............

如果我变成回意-Is a very meaningful and nice song!!

Alright.. Wanna go watch TV le.

小笨笨。。。我好想你哦。。。你睡了都不管我。。

Tata..

Signing Off..

ReNe..

2009-09-23T00:00:00.001+08:00

Went to watch "WHITEOUT" with Tiffy and Amanda today.

Don't play play lor... When i sell tickets, alot of people asked. What show is that? Its a thriller. What kind of rating? Seriously i also dont know. All i can say is... JUST GO WATCH!!

My feelings is so tense up throughout the show. Tiffy just grab my hand so hard and so painful. Hahaha... NICE show =)

After movie, we went to buy some ingredient and get ready for some baking on thurs. YEAH!!!

Yy lend us her receipe book. Thanks ah. But i see liao really want to laugh.

She wrote: "Need to BUYS"

LOL!!!

Hmmm...Its 12am liao.. Happy anniversary baby.....

Tml we shall spend our time together wisely =)

Lots of love!!!

2009-09-19T23:20:00.001+08:00

Just a short post.

Was working today. Nothing much happened. Because not alot of people.

Went to Yy's sister's birthday chalet after work. See thier family members all so UNITED. Really feel happy for her and at the same time. ENVY that alot.

Even though my family members are quite united. But they always gossip de. Zzz..

Anyway..wanna thank Yue zhu for invited us to her chalet and at the same time... Wish her a happy birthday =)

Hope she can continue to stay happy and sweet!!!

Must like the present we bought for you hor!!!

Oh yah.. Saw their father at the party too. Greeted him and expect he would just ORH!Then walk away. But surprisingly..... He did not and even recognise us.

He even asked us when want to go have fun again. Muahhaha... so funny!!

Okay..shall stop here le. Cant wait for next week planned.

Going to orhz orhz nw.

NIGHTS!!!

2009-09-17T21:53:00.003+08:00

Its really awesome that...

When i woke up, open my eye.. the 1st person i see will be you.

Sleeping by my side. So cute!!

How I wish we can stay together!!!

Heh...Anyway...I believe both of us had lots of fun yeah??

*Shy*

Wahahaha.....

Congratz to me and darling because both of us kept our promises. We finally managed to spend qualities time together. Unlike the past. Only know how to say but didnt do it!

Hahaha.. this is so random.... I find it so funny and so cute.

We randomly talk about some couple stuff. Then bee happened to say we "tian mi mi"

And story goes like this.......

Bee: you watch the fann show right?they leng zhan for 2 months sia

Me: yah scary

Bee: we try one?

Me: Ours most is...less than a day
wahahaha...

Bee: u sure a not? I don noe why nowadays very difficult to get angry with. I see ur face i feel like laughing.

Me : Because i too cute liao. Muhahaha...

Oh yah.. Thanks Tiffy for lending me her hard disk. Yes ah.. Like my hard disk more and more =)

Alright.. Shall stop here le. Tml working at box office. Hopefully bo lang come. Honey lemon...I'll come get u tml!!! 1 for me and 1 for bee... (;

Tata..

Signing Off..

ReNe..

2009-09-15T04:22:00.002+08:00

Tian came to my hse yesterday night together with her dog muffin.

And sorry for leaving you alone and go to work in the morning. But 我真够朋友right?Asked Jie hao and bryan come pei you. where to find such a good fren right? Hahaha... Treat me eat can le. No need thank me anymore =)

You all good la..Order KFC and den never leave some for me. Nvm..still touch my lappy until so oily.. GRRRR!!

Random thoughts... Its really not easy to have a dog because i feel that life changes. There will be a huge different when you dont have a dog and after you have it. But no worries tian.. we'll all support you de. Dont give up!!

Went to watch G-force with Tiffy after work today. Heh..I think its nice and recommanded. 1st time i saw her so tired but didnt sleep in the cinema. This shows that the movie are nice to watch.

After movie, i went to my uncle house to celebrate my cousin Jing Jing's birthday.

And home sweet home after that.. But.... Thats not the end......

Anyway... Just upload some random photos...

My last day of school. Wei Sheng, my classmate brought this stupid fake lizard to school. Initially he wanted to scare me. But pls...Look at the colour... =.="

Then its super boring and i decided to take some photos. Hahah...

Actually my teacher wanted to press "tab" key, but i placed that lizard there, he moved his hand away. I also don't know why. LOL!!

The lizard smell my smelly feet/socks and it fainted.

LOL!! I also don't know why i suddenly so lame.

Cant imagine Im actually blogging at this point of time. Just finish cleaning up my messy room.

Wooo~~ Got nice smell =) Kind of fresh because i washed the fan too.

I tried to change my position of bed etc. But i cant. Haix.... Too bad that i got to stick with this position throughout.

Alright...Im going to K.O liao. Lucky not working tml. But hoping i can wake up earlier so that can send baby to work.

Im hopping that you could pei me by my side for just 1 night!!!

Just me and you together where there's no 1 disturbing us.

Im waiting...

And I miss you lots dear ='(

Tata..

Signing Off..

ReNe..

2009-09-13T23:46:00.001+08:00

Heh... See PuiPui so cute..So enthu about Gold class tickets!

And showing off her another cute faces of holding the bottle drink. =)

Anyway...I wanna thank Ang puipui for accompany me to the last day of I.T fair at suntect today. I spent alot of $$$ but i believe its worth it because... I need the stuff!!

I bought a HARD DISK!!

a MOUSE!!!

a COOLER!!!

Yeah..Total cost $129+$22+$10

=$161

Bye my hard earn $$$ =(

hahahah...

After buying my stuff, we went to dine at...

FISH and CO again!! lol..

But this time round reallly expensive.. But its okay..=)

Home sweet home after that.

Dunnoe why..My aunty very naughty. My stomach cramp getting worst each month. Haix..

Im in great pain.

Okay~~ This is so random and gross...

I guess i've been sleeping with this particular "xiao qiang" for few days liao.

My sis went to take some tissues from my bed there. She happened to see this cockroache hanging somewhere on the shelve. OMG!!! its damn gross can? I super 有缘with all these DISGUSTING insects want lor. Damn fucking cb!!!

But thanks to my sis for taking tissue from there. And thanks to my bro Gf for being brave enough to help me catch. Other wise!! GG..I'll be sleeping with him/her tonight.

Perhaps there are a few more in my room. ARGHZZZ..

I hate "xiao qiang"!!

GET LOST BITCH/BASTRAD!!!

Tata..

Signing Off..

ReNe..

2009-09-10T23:12:00.006+08:00

Yeah Yeah!!!
I bought my outing shoes!!!

New working shoes!!!
And a small sling bag that I wanted!!

Heh!! Red in colour~~ Cool man. Like Ang Bao.

Yes..after so long, like finally can buy something good for myself. Or something useful for myself. Just hate stupid comments like " use my bag/wear my shirt until very song hor"Its okay. Since I already cleared my debts(:
Should see how proud my face is. hahah..

As for the coming month pay, Im going to return 1 of my classmate $100. Perhaps use some $$ to buy some clothes. Return PuiPui some $$ back. ( wondering why i said clear debts still return back $$ right???) I left very little for myself to spend. So the 2 kind soul actually willing to lend me $$$ to survive for the month!!

Oh yah.. IT fair starts from today till sun. So Im getting a hard disc for myself. Not only that, maybe speaker and mouse? Shall see how it goes. Basically its all about $! yeah?After all the spending on necessary stuff. Im going to save $ and make sure i spend money wisely. 21st birthday is just around the corner. Hahaha.. Actually still quite long! =x

Anyway, I went to school today to pass up my report. YES AH!!!!
Projects all hand up liao. GREAT!!!
Meet Tiffy after that to collect her recorder.
And we went to dine at "FISH & CO"
We bought durian pancakes for our families too. YUMMY~~~

PuiPui and i also planned to go gym early in the morning tml. Yeah..Training time =)
Alright... wan see more pics? Can go to...
tiffyslife.blogspot.com
Because i don't know why my blogger kept giving me problem. Cannot upload pics.
Its okay anyway...

Alright...Shall sleep early tonight!!!
GYM~~ here i come!!!

This is random~~ No matter what happen, I promise to be there for you and never ever cheat on you! Promise to love me like how i love you =)

2009-09-09T23:00:00.001+08:00

Went to watch Gold class movie with buddy, Amanda and Tiffy today.
The chair is so awesome!! wahaha... Really very comfortable. But i still don't understand why its so expensive. Its just an "AUTO" chair anyway, that can adjust the level of comfy-ness. Compared to those normal seats in normal cinema.
And the menu in gold class really made of gold wan lor. Damn F***ing ex can? We bought popcorn and nachos in. Then Tiff said we very low class. WTH!!! Actually quite true. Muhahah.. The people there all ordered food from gold class menu.
So...Tiffy wanna be more "high" class, and we decided to order some food for our second movies.
To be more specific, Tiff and i ordered "wine" and "Golden" fried food. Hahaha...
Don't siao siao okay? Just these 2 items already cost $30+++
Alright, enough of Gold class thingy. If not will make me feel so dinasour.
Shall move on to comments about movies.
I seriously don't understand the movie of "coco before chanel". Perhaps is the lady, coco lost her love ones and became very workaholic. And therefore, she became very successful. So this is how "Chanel"brand came out? I seriously don't know.
As for "the time traveler wife"! OMG! Its really nice and worth watching la!!!
It is really amazing that if people can time travel. I find it so cool. Excluding that he'll be naked whenever he travel.
The saddest part of the story is leaving his wife alone and time travel on his own. Imagine if he could control where he want to go like his daughter or perhaps bring his family along with him. That will be even better. Ahhh!! its just a show. Hahah
Alright, after the movie, we headed to a HK cafe for dinner.
Reasonable price and yup, quite nice!!
Home sweet home after that!!
Great day spending together =)
Random~~ Nice date too
090909
Sound so sweet. Like长长久久!!!!!!!!

2009-09-07T23:55:00.001+08:00

I just felt disappointed when I look myself at the mirror.
I got an FAT ass!
I got an FAT leg!
I got an BIG stomach!
Haix... I think its really time for me to get on a diet! And I suddenly went for a run.
5 rounds of run at a park somewhere nearby my house.
Non-stop!!! Slow jog la!! I'm not that power after all i did not get to run/exercise quite a while time.
Heh.. I know just 1 time of exercise wont help much. But I'll also find more time to go for a jog perhaps twice a week. I felt a little contented though.
I'll make sure i keep my own promises. Wont eat after 8pm.
I need to maintain my own weight from around 58 to 60kg!
I believe i can do it.
Jia you Serene PuiPui.
Somehow..I need more motivation =)

2009-09-07T20:25:00.004+08:00

IM ADDICTED- watching 超级星光大道!!!

I know im a dinasour la, now then addicted. LOL.

OMG..i like that 林侑嘉and 杨宗维<--- I think its written like that in chinese. Not too sure. Too bad that he lied about his age and he quit half way during the competition. SAD!!

I like their voice la!!林宥嘉 sang the 你是我的眼..DAMN fcuking nice.

Anyway..Im so called free liao. Because i hand up my last project le. Last thurs rush through my presentation and didnt slp for a day. After school go work le. Power yeah?? Sadly thurs still need to attend school to do some stuff =(

Tml going out with babe.. We going to buy my working shoes, outing shoes, bag and advance gold class tickets for "COCO BEFORE CHANEL" and "TIME TRAVELER WIFE".

Hopefully the gold class tickets can be use. Anyway..there will be me,tiffy,amanda,yy,karen and her fren watching these 2 movies. Seriously speaking..I never watch any gold class movies before. Hahaha... So this will be my 1st experience and i would like to know how come its so ex.

Oh well..Yesterday was so tirring. I stood at usher for near 7 hrs with just a short lunch break. hahaha...And it was fun because i managed to catch 2 couples with below 18 watching M18 movies- "BLOOD TIES"

The 1st couple: the more formal wear

Tiff was the 1 who sold the tickets to them but she did inform me that the gal may use her frens ic.... INDEED!!I asked to check thier ICs and both took out ITE student pass. So the guy pic is his face la. But the gal Pic doesnt look like her lor. So i asked her if she have any other identification with her but she said no. Guess what she told me? "Last time face"! Wah..i didnt know her mother so power leh. Can give birth to a child who can change faces. I also wan la!! Hahahahah...So i asked Aunty Ng shi ni to help me. The moment she came out, she straight away ask that gal, what is your IC no.

LOL right??? the gal stunt sia!! Then dunnoe why in the end she admit she uses someone else ICs. So they change to G-force. But the worst part is all the rating movies are at level 2. Which means high chances they will sneak in the other cinema. Yeah? After my work, I asked tiff to accompany me went up check. OMG!! They really went in the cinema showing "BLOOD TIES"

Tiff damn enthu la, went to ask them if this is their right cinema. They kept quiet and walk to the cinema showing G-force.

Then i asked aunty Ng, what if the patron uses someone else ICs, but they already take note of the "someone" Ic no. She didnt ans me how. Zzz...

Hahah..Oh yah.. Just wanna tell those ppl whose under certain age and wanna watch rating show. If you were to meet more senior staff at GV. They'll definitely check your Ic at both Box office and usher point. Which is the place where you guys purchase tickets and place where you going to enter to your prospective cinema. More "SWAY" if they really enthu to go every cinema and check.

However, if you guys more "HENG" to serve by Junior or JI HONG staff ( referring to guy staff but lady patron) then good luck becaue i believe they wont check you ic. For example : "Guan wen" and some others i dont really wish to mention. Because i was beside him on fri night. Then these 2 GALS came to buy NC16 movies which i can PREDICT he wont check! So...Yes..he did not. Yeah..i know..its just NC16 movies. But people now a days DONT LOOK like thier age. Really. Like me for example. Im 20 but i look like 16..

Wahahahhaha...Kidding la.

The 2nd couple: The ah lian and ah beng

Tickets sold by lala.

Lala claim that she cant remember serving them. As usual, the guy is already 19 this year. But the gal claim that she JUST lost her IC. Very good ah. Cannot go in la!!!

Anyway..they are much better because i suggested them to watch other show like G-force 3d because its earlier. And they are okay with it without further complain.

People.. Dont be so eager to be old. because you will definitely grow old.

Hahah..long post yeah? after so long. Oh yah, i also went to meet gan ma after my work. We ate "PU TIEN" restaurant at tampines B1. YUMMY~~~

Expensive but really nice. Thank you gan daddy for the treat =)

I apreciate all the kindness gan daddy and gan mummy had given me. They treat me so good like as if im thier real daughter. Now i cant repay because i still cant afford on my own expenses. However,i'll repy you all 1 day. Taking good care when there's no 1 doing so. Thank you all. I really will treasure whatever i have now.

Alright..i think i better stop here le. Readers hate to see long post? lol.

Tata..

signing Off..

ReNe..

2009-09-04T04:58:00.003+08:00

HAIX...

Tml..no..i mean later, Im going to get my presentation slides ready and until now Im not done yet! WTF!!!

I seriously very tired le. My head is kinda pain.. Arghzz....

Fcuking CB!! Na bei.. Working after my school also. Sure KO wan!!!

And my brain is not really functioning nw!! CBCBCBCBCB!!!

2009-09-02T10:12:00.003+08:00

Currently in school now.

1 word to describe my feelings/mood: "SIAN"

Today will be my last day troubleshootintg my circuit board. And thats it!! Its not working and Im here blogging.

Anyway, Mr Lim actually sms-ed me on monday. He said that i did well for this module ( Mircocontroller) I replied him and asked if he's faking just to motivate me? And he said i really did well. He just hope that next sem i would attend school more regularly.

Working box closing later. And these 2 days gonna be damn tired because i still have to rush through my FYP presentation!!! Good luck to me bacause 5 members in my group BUT only me and the china gal are doing all the working. Seriously FCUKED up!!

KIO SAI : pick up all those shit they left us!!

Okay la, dont wanna complain anymore. Because i left with no other choices.

Goodbye!!!

Tata..

Signing off..

ReNe..

2009-08-31T23:32:00.001+08:00

Back to update my blog.

Went to GV plaza last fri to marathon movies with Tiffy.

1) Management

2) Turning Point

3) Up

4) Bandslam

5) Where Got Ghost

Sorry that the pics not really clear! Because i print screen de =x

Thanks to Fred for the movies treat =)

And we also catch The proposal on the wed(26/08)

I think "THE PROPOSAL" is really a nice show. And this is the 1st time i actually saw Tiff ='( when watching movies. Hahaha... I dont mind watching it again and again because its really worth watching. Hmmm...It tells me that feelings can develop even though there may be hatred. Its a little scary though. Hahaha...anyway...ppl, if you guys heaven watch PROPOSAL yet, go on man.
As for "MANAGEMENT", i think its a weird movies. lol

My mum and sis think that "UP" is very nice and funny. But i slept in the theater. =x

" WHERE GOT GHOST" by Jack Neo. As usual, their talking of hokkeins are always funny. So the rating of this movies should be around 4/5?

Oh yah, yesterday i was working EOS. And i was standing usher. Then JACK NEO CAME!! He asked me: "which cinema showing for wgg and is it full house?" I was like.. Okay la..LOL..

And a few staff watched wgg already dont dare to eat the fruits that we pray for the hungry ghost month festival. Thats funny!!!

Anyway.. I think that " TURNING POINT" is a damn nice movie. I rate them 5/5 and lastly "BANDSLAM", i think the front part of the story is so boring until the end where they going to join a competition. Yeah... Thats about the movies that i watched.

Ps: I think its really selfish to think for yourself only. Dont you ever bother about how your other friends or family will think of you? When you need us, we were there to give you our moral support and making sure that everything's alright. But when you got someone new, you just simply forget about how good we treated you. Its okay you know? because i dont need you. I cannot imagine that you did something wrong and you dont admit it. Throwing your fucking temper at me when i want my things back? Its okay. Perhaps you just dont wanna be embrassed by me. And since you want to draw such a clear line. Then i shall follow. Go ahead and keep whatever things you don wanna let me use. I make sure i go buy myself 1 and also making sure i dont use your things at all. Since i already clear my debts, i can afford to buy something for myself already. And i do not want to owe you anything. I just wanna get my stuff back and thats it.

Tata..

Signing Off..

ReNe..

2009-08-26T00:58:00.007+08:00

Saw Des in school when im having my break at cafe 3( Quite some times ago)

Sian..Thats the bad things when students are exempted from exams. Zzz!! Sooo many projects to be handed in.

PM2 ( Project management) - Report/Presentation

DATELINE : 11th/25th August

CAD - Circuit/Report/Presentation

DATELINE : 21st August

MCT - Circuit/Report

DATELINE : 21st/26th August

FYP - Report/Presentation

DATELINE : 27th August

Its like 3 of my projects are down including the one im going to hand up tml.

PHEW~~~

Its really sucks man.

As for my FYP. Aiyax.. No comments. I'll just try my very best to do as much as i can and try to complete it before the dateline. Anyway..I left with my report and presentation. Which is also the hardest part of all. UH!!! I dont want to have more white hair =(

Just completed my MCT report not long ago. I've done my very best liao.

Oh yah.. Theres something that i wanna comment.

I think its fucking rude to interrup when someone is presenting. Yes, my group may seem sux alot to you because our attendance is very poor or you just simply being bias. I dont care. I think its very important to listen our presentation and COMMENT it AFTER the presentation. Isnt it? Oh well..This is my 1st time seeing such a rude "person".

Yep..Thats about it.

I dont expect much for my GPA. Just pray hard it wont drop can liao!!!

Tata..

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ReNe..

2009-08-23T23:10:00.001+08:00

Zzz...Was late for work today =(

GOODBYE to my incentive ='(

But sorry to Bee hong becux i was suppose to do cb opening with her. When i reached there, she finished everything le. So can imagine how late i was yeah?!

Felt so bad and gulity!! Haix...

Anyway..Something bad happened to the popcorn warmer today. Hahaha... when i tot of it, just cant stop laughing. I was serving the family (patron) then, suddenly....

Bee hong stunt and say...EH!! got fire leh..(着火了）I Was like..HUH??? i see and stunt also. The very moment, Jian wei came and take some drinks, so i asked him to faster call fred over. Funny part was, bee hong quicky take water and splash onto the popcorm/fire. I just stoot there and continue my STUNT face and i actually continue serving the customers. Stupid ritex??? Then after that, the patron also stoot there together and stunt. They were standing there to see how we going to put off the fire. =.=（死没良心的人)

1 of the customer came over and asked us dont use water(算你还有一点良心) Then fred came over and he took some cloth and wooden stick to put off the fire. And if you guys were to see the CCTV.Maybe you all will laugh becux i just stood there continue to stunt. But i actually did something usefu okay. I took a file and blow those heavy smoke away coming out from the warmer. And the whole GV foyer was polluted.

After the fire was put off. Fred commented something : "为什么还有那么多咽"? Scarly 等一下又着火" And guess what??? YAH!!! The fire suddenly back again. But anyway... Lucky because we managed to put off the fire when there was not much patrons. And thanks to Fred for so much helped. I asked for both bee hong's and Fred Birthday cum Ic no's so that i can buy 4d. Damn..没有strick 4d!!

Nvm la.. HUAT AH!!!

Heard from Fred that Plaza also got same similar incident. Phew~~~ Lucky we not the 1st location. =)

今天是我和我爱爱的anniversary!!

我想在这你对你说声。。。。

Happy 17th months =)

Tata..

signing Off..

ReNe..

2009-08-22T23:56:00.003+08:00

Haha..Found this pic in my phone. Was taken quite sometimes ago. Cool eh? Sorry Tiffy, made u use so much strength to carry such a heavy pig. LOL!!

Was working at floor just nw. It was okay as time pass quite fast. (That was cool..)

Oh well..Tml will be a special day for me and my dearest. However, we couldnt celebrate due to your examination. But its okay because i understand as im a undersatnding person. =)))

Heh...

But dont worry, i will plan everything nice nice on 26th. We gonna meet up on that day to celebrate it belated. =)

Sorry ppl, to you guys, it may be stupid to celebrate it every month or perhaps celebrate it belated. Its still an important and meaningful anniversary.

I will be extremely happy if you could just stay by my side forever!!! Im willing to spend all my time,money,day with you!! You're my everything (:

Alright.. I shall stop my mushy words and crappy stuff here. I shall see see look look and get ready to plan my belated ann. hahaha..

Opening for Candy Bar tml.

Nights peepsss...

Tata..

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ReNe..

2009-08-21T23:18:00.001+08:00

大家好。。。。

我今年二十岁。。。

名叫做陈佩佩。。。

我是一个很善良的人。。

我也是人见人爱的人。。

Okay la...I know im being lame..

Last time i sooOooo toot, always want type chinese language but didnt know can change from laptop. Always tot must download some software wan.. So recently ask 1 of my china fren helped me. And here i go =) Testing btw!!

Looks cool yeah? (to me)

tata..

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ReNe..

2009-08-19T23:30:00.001+08:00

They were there with me to collect my bursary award!!! =)

Love them lots!!!

I love the $$$ more..LOL =x

My friend got scolarship sia.. Heard is $1200..

Arhzzz....I also wan...

Nvm nvm..If can, i go higher nitec den study harder. Wah..i suddenly got motivated..hhaha..

Just came back from work. Oh man..Im becoming like a FULL-TIMER soon!! Need $$$ so have to work more. No choice!!!

Suddenly felt that im neglecting my studies. Haix..Why god so unfair??

Zzz..Sian!!! Finally tml my off day.. yeah!!! But im so stress... So many projects on hand is going to date due soon!!

Heh..I know my dear willing to help me de (:

Alright la..Im going to brainstom on my project le.

Tata...

Signing Off..

ReNe..

2009-08-18T23:30:00.001+08:00

Ta da~~~~ She's Serene aka Da jie.

Celebrated her 24th Birthday on Sunday which i already mentioned in my previous entry.

See the "card" just right below her hp?? yeah..its the card that Tiff and i "made".

Hahah..

Oh yah..SERENE this name is getting more and more common. Oh man.. I want to change name.

hahaha...Call me keith!!! I love that name, even though its a little man!!!

Tata..

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ReNe..

2009-08-17T23:55:00.002+08:00

Okay... This gonna be a Damn random post!!!

I just simply HATE......

MY SIZE..

MY HEIGHT..

MY FRINGE..

And Im busy with projects and working these few days..Weeks and even months.

So for those who wanna date me out, pls book me in advance.. Wahahaha..

of course my dear always come 1st =)

Dun jealous or say i bias ah..

I love my baby4ever=))

RANDOM RIGHT?

Yeah..Im a little crazy here...

Night peeps...

Tata..

Signing Off..

ReNe..

2009-08-16T23:37:00.002+08:00

Woo... Just came back home not long ago. Just now in the afternoon, went to Tampines block 480 to collect my bursary award!!! Thanks to Tiff because she acc me =) Heh...My mum and sis was there to support me too. Thanks!! Anyway..I got $800. Yes ah!! Its like FINALLY after almost a year. I CAN CLEAR OFF MY DEBTS.

Nothing can describe my feelings, just super happy!!!!

But the money wont last in my account for long. Because, i have to save for chalet, driving license and many many stuff. But its okay la, can clear debts i more than happy le =))))

After that we headed to Tampines mall, Century Square and Tampines 1 to buy Serene's aka Da jie's birthday present! Anyway..hope you really like the present we bought for you. See...We made your wish come true yeah? This is the best gift we can get for you already!! So we celebrated her birthday in advance. Its the thoughts that counts. Happy can le =) LOL.. And Tiff choose the cake really nice, YUMMY!!

Later on , I went to meet my besties at food court. So sorry to peg and des because they bought their dinner liao then we decided to change a place. We went to Tampines st 44 there for our dinner With Tian family. Thanks leh ah yap because her parents paid for our dinner. =x

Aftermath, we went to the nearest void deck to talk and slack. At the same time, discuss about our genting trip!!!

Yeah..thats how i spent my day today......

Ps: After your exams, we shall spend more time together yah? To so called make-up for everything (:

Tata..

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ReNe..

2009-08-15T01:08:00.000+08:00

Yeah...Im back to blogging after so long yeah?

I know you guys miss me. Just came back from work not long ago. Really tired man!!! So many people lo. Everytime complain no $$$. Don't know is real or fake sia.

Tata..

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ReNe..

2009-08-13T21:09:00.001+08:00

cb blogger!!! eat shit la

2009-08-10T23:30:00.001+08:00

Suddenly feel very sad. Yes!! Its time for me to get on diet!!
Looking at myself from the mirror. Seriously disappointed.
I got an FAT ass!!
I got an FAT leg!!
I got an BIG stomach!!!
Then suddenly got this urge to go for a jog. And yes i did.
5 rounds at the park non-stop. 1st time. Felt contented!!! But i know just 1 time of exercise does not help. So i have already decided to stop eating after 8pm.
Maybe go for a jog twice a week. I'll make sure I'll do it!!!
Jia you Serene pui pui. I'll also make sure I'll maintain my weight at perhaps 58 to 60kg.
NOT MORE THAN THAT!!
CANNOT MORE THAN THAT!!!
More motivation please =)

2009-07-28T02:07:00.001+08:00

Has been working now a days. Sometimes even 5days per week. Praying hard that I will be able to get all the request so that i can work more. Im working so hard to clear off my debts. And of course, clear off my mum's and my hp bills. Yeah!!! Wish me luck because i still need $270 more to clear off my debts. After that, i can start to save for my car license and my 21st chalet!! =)

Yap ah tian, wait for me and tiff to get car license together. Dont dua me hor. LOL..

And yes, National day coming. Which means "DOUBLE PAY"!! Pls let me work more hrs...I NEED the $$$ man..

Baby and i watched "fighting" today. I think its a nice action drama. Nothing much to describe about the movie. Because.. its just all about Fighting.

Oh yah, the quote they gave quite sensible. " Its not who you're fighting with, Its what you are figting for" COOL!!!

Alright..I shall stop here le. Night peeps!!

Tata..

Signing Off..

ReNe..

2009-07-27T01:23:00.000+08:00

Went to Suntect IT/FOOD fair with my sec school cliques last sun.

Wee~~ Each of us buy 1 food and shared. thanks to Bryan for the "Pie kia".

It has been so long ever since we meet up and i believe all of us have lots of fun. =)

Lots of photos taken but just randomly pick some and upload!!!

Thanks to des because he's always the 1 bringing camera out.

And thanks peeps for all those fun, laughter, peace and joy !!!!

Our friendship gonna last us 4ever (;

I love u guys!

Ps: "Im missing u every single moment even when im out with them. But when i dont say out, doesnt mean that i dont. However, im always thinking of u. And how i wish you could be by my side 4eve!

Tata..

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ReNe..

2009-07-25T01:00:00.000+08:00

OMG!!! Blogger really sux at times. I so enthu wanna update my blog. Thought of uolpading some pics. In the end cannot. Blogger really sux. Made me so disappointed in the end.

ROAR!!!!

Random post!

Tata..

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ReNe..

2009-07-24T00:29:00.000+08:00

This are my 2 dearest cousinzz. They're siblings anyway. Look alike yeah? (same size) =x

kidding la..But all thanks to them becox they helped me collect some stuff. =)

To louis - See..i upload the pics le!! So dont come complain...

2009-07-23T23:40:00.001+08:00

What a waste, We ate the food liao then realise that we didnt took the pic of the food we ordered. Zzz... It was last fri anway.. Tiff and I went T1 de bbq chicken for lunch. We also had 1 free set of lunch for nothing.

That time i ordered "fish and chip" student meal while she ordered "hot hot drum set lunch" which include drink,soup and ice cream but mine only drink. Anyway, When the waiter serve us our food, he mentioned : " hot hot drum"!

At 1st we got stunned because the food dont look "hot" and dont have any drum leh. So we just eat la. In the end, he came to our table the 3rd time saying : "your hot hot drum". Then we stunned again and look at each other and then the food. This time round the food he served really got drum stick and it's red in colour. After that I think he went to clarify with his supervisor and realise that he serve us the wrong food at 1st. Tiff and I was so ps that we dont know we should continue eat the wrong order or what. But I told her that (by right), if they serve us wrong food, they still must give us our right order want. (By left) i dont know la. Lol..

In the end, the supervisor came to us to apologise and she pack the food for us to take away. Cool right? Thanks ah BBQ, pls hired more new people so that they always serve wrong food. Wahahha...!!!

Anyway..Its a special day for me and my love today. Even though we didnt went out to celebrate, but i believe both of us enjoy to the max. Hope you like the design of shirt i bought for u :)

I LOVE YOU LOTS!!!

Tata..

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ReNe..

2009-07-22T23:00:00.001+08:00

I JUST SIMPLY LOVE THIS HEADSET!!!

Its baby buy 4 me de.. =)

Its so cool and big. Wee~~~

Plus the 2 sides still got "mirror". Next time no need go toilet just to see how UNTIDY my hair is le.. heh heh heh (:

Oh yah..Its soooo cheap that you cannot imagine. Because seldom got headset selling at this price de. The brand, SONICGEAR!!! Not very well known brand though. I not too sure either, because i didnt heard of this brand before. But i just love it because it my love buy 4 me de =]

Thanks beeee...

$25 btw... I asked my classmates and some gv's peeps guess, all guess $50 and above, some even say $100++

Hahha...

Okay...Random post also.. Nothing much!!

Tata..

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ReNe..

2009-07-21T22:51:00.001+08:00

Buddy and me at her hse during CNY. Hahah.. Im always so random!!!

Just happened to saw this 2 photos in my thumb drive...find it so funny and decided to post it.

Time pass so fast!!! And everything changes.. But the earth is still round!! lol..

2009-07-20T22:23:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!! I miss my this hair so much la... =(((

Random post.. I wanna keep longer hair, cut a nicer hairstyle then im gonna highlight.

STUPID "straight" fringe i have now...na bei...!!!

2009-07-19T11:40:00.000+08:00

I really want to (x) infinite "JIAN FEI"

My target is to really slim down before celebrating my 21st birthday. Time pass fast isnt it?

Anyway...went to watch " Haunting in connecticut" and followed by "Obsessed" with tiffy today. Finally we like clearing off those movies that we wanna watch. And we abit slow pok, till now heaven watch "transformers2"

I think "obsessed" is really nice. The actor in the show -> Derrick. He's such a rare man that we can hardly see in the world now. So faithful!!!<--- Just like me. Im so rare, so faithful!! Yeah..

But its a little fake la, where got woman go to man they dont want? Right? So what if they're married? Guys always love to cheat on their wifes or gf. which i don't know why. Im so curious to know.

As for the horror movie, as usual...i find it funny. I think im a little sick. Hahaha...so not human!!! But i got shocked a few times not because of the sound effect nor the movies. Is those "CRAZY BITCH" at the back kept screaming like no body business. Siao...Pay $$$ to get scare.. Like WTH right????

Alright...Tml Im having phase test and yet im still here using internet/blogging!!! Die liao.. But good news is... I can go home after my test. Weee~~~~ working EOS tml. =)

Nights peeps... I wanna go study liao..

Ps: I really reflected and think hard. Why am i always punctual for work but not when meeting you and for school. Its something in me that i still cant figure it out. All i know is that you're really very important to me, a very important person in my life. I know i've disappoint you lots and lots of time. And always making you sad which i believe your heart has already broke into many tiny pieces. I don't wanna give you anymore empty promises, but im willing to change. Pls give me 1 more chance to let me proof to you that i really need you and set you as my piority!

lastly..I'll slowly mend your broken heart and making sure it return to it original shape and sizes.....Just like this...

Tata..

Signing Off..

ReNe..

2009-07-17T01:33:00.001+08:00

Random pic.

Went for a hair cut with Atiqah and Paulin today. Just nice saw yy and ger so we all walk there together. We waited damn long because all of us waiting for the same hairsylist. LOL.. Basically its cheap than we so called console ourselves- " nvm la, since its so cheap, just wait lo". Nah..actually all of us not rushing to go home, so we don't mind waiting. At the same time we saw Desmond the projectionist and followed by Yi le and Denny. So conincidence man!!

Im gonna keep my hair longer this time so that i can cut a better hair style which i've already decided to "highlight" too =)

Alright..Theres a WAR waiting for me to fight tml. Here i come Candy bar/Idiot patrons/Harry Potter show!!!!

Nightz peeps..Im so going to school tml!!!

Ps : when u look me in the eyes, and tell me that you love me!

I miss you baby~~~

Tata..

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ReNe..

2009-07-15T23:40:00.001+08:00

I Felt so cheated by my teacher. He told us that this is the ONLY circuit board we've to do this year..In the end, we received a new project board last 2 weeks. zzz.. Deadline which i've already mentioned last entry. Oh yah.. this circuit board was done by me last sem b4 holiday. (I know very nice) !! lol.. Random post!! I feel that blogging should be random?! Just mention anything you want.. Just like what im doing now. =)

working at box today is soooo okay lo.. Just gossiping something with paulin. Oh good luck to all of us whose gonna work from tml onwards because.... HARRY POTTER'S is showing tml!!!!! Alot of ppl already book it in advance..So if you guys are interested in watching. Go book it bax. The tickets are so HOT and SPICY!! everybody wants it!!!

I think im a very random person as well. I felt so not nice today. Alot of things just keep running thru my mind. This and that. But most of the thinking is about $$$. Life without $$ is really sux. Ohmytian..Pay faster come la. I want faster clear debts so that i can go get my driving license done. I gave myself 2 months time to clear off my debts. And that is why im working almost everyday. 4days a week bax. No choice.. First sour/bitter later will be soooo sweet and nice. YUMMY!!!

Random tots, if i dont know you, who will you be with? Is it possible that i'll get my own car in future? Living together is my target/dream. will i be able to hit my target or fullfill my own dream? I cant predict anything. All i know is i just want you.

Nights peeps..I felt so tired suddenly!

Tata..

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ReNe..

2009-07-14T14:43:00.002+08:00

Bryan always bully me de =((

Hmmm..Haven meet up for long..But i believe soon yah!! I love you guys..Forever my besties!! =)

Later meeting my dearest for movies but still heaven decide what to watch.

Phase test are just around the corner. And good luck to me!!! I dont know anything about hardware becox i didnt attend most of Mr lim's lesson. GG (good game)

Im so lagging behind.

11th August - PM2 final report + presentation

21st August- circuit (Transmitter/receiver)

27th August- FYP ---> GG again!!

But no matter what happen, i believe i always need your moral support! =)

Tata..

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ReNe..

2009-07-13T23:11:00.000+08:00

So random right? Post all these photos..lol.. Today didnt attend school. But this time round i really have my reason. Hmmm..Very little patron and closing at cb is rather fast. (gt me marh) haha... I " Lau sai" 2 times..zzz...feeling so uncomfortable..!!

Alright la..Im gonna stop here liao.

Tata..

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ReNe..

2009-07-06T00:00:00.001+08:00

Some overdue photos. My cousin eugen's birthday celebration on APRIL! hahaha.. Like i said...I wanna clear away some photos...so dear cousin, if you guys want photos come my blog take. Don't ask me because i'll delete once i upload all the pics. =))

2009-07-04T03:22:00.003+08:00

Zzz...Just cant get to sleep. I kept thinking. It has been so long that i actually sat down and think what's going on between us. Perhaps like what you said, the problems are there and yet we didnt solve it, plus cases after cases. I felt hurt not because there are problems in our relationship. However, its because you notice that there's problem and you didnt mention it to me until recently when things get worse and you think its bothering you. Im willing to change for you, and that is why i didnt actually throw my temper at you so far from the beginning when we get together. I believe you love my characters and personality, and that is why you will accept me. I need you to accept who i am. Perhaps i pampered you too much till your expectation towards me are getting higher and higher each day. I just need you to do me a favour. Try to calm yourself down 1 day, don't do anything else. Just lie down and think. Think from the beginning that we get together. How sweet we were last time. I just feel simply sad everytime when i start thinking. How come things would turn out this way? Giving in to each other is the most important thing when come to relationship.

-.-" Im really hurt by whatever you said to me... Anyway...I really hope we can talk about it soon. I really don't wanna lose you.

Tata..

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ReNe..

2009-07-02T22:35:00.000+08:00

<--she seems hardworking ah!

<---the ingredient <---baking time!! <---can u see the cookie face?

<--Yummy!!
Like Finally i upload the pictures of baking of cookies and conflakes. It was so long ago at Tiff's hse together with yy buddy and of course Tiff and Amanda.

Ps: Im sorry for everything. I didnt notice that theres actually some problems in our relationship. But at least we talked about it and hopefully everything will be fine yeah? We shall stay as sweet as last time. "I can forsee the future, just you and me" !!!

Tata..

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ReNe..

2009-07-02T00:00:00.001+08:00

Thats my buddy~~~ And thats the day i bought my sumsung phone.

As usual, Transformers movie still so popular. Its even up to 2nd row from the front.

Nights peeps...

Tata..

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ReNe..

2009-07-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

Just some random photos taken during supper some times ago.

Went lunch wit tiffy at tampines interchange food court and Tampines 1 after that. Saw xx and we bought the "xiao ba wang" fried chicken. Seriously speaking, its not as nice as the "si men's" fried chicken. Even though "si men's want are more ex.

Bought 2 boxers again . Gonna throw away those old wan already! And after which, we went for our movie "Ghost of girlfriend past" at 18:10. I think that this show is really interesting. It shows us how bastard guys can be. But also, they can be very nice and gentlement if they are willing to change. But ah...Just a show. Guys will never be good!! Hahah... ooops.. =x No offence!!!

Awwwww~~~my greeny headphone from bro for my b'day present spoil liao.. =(

Alright..Working box opening tml. Shall stop here le.

Night peeps...

Tata..

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ReNe..

2009-06-30T00:19:00.002+08:00

He's my couisn....super act cute want.

Anyway..Nothing much happened today. Because im in-charge if 3d. So outside stuff i not sure. Alot of people watch Transformers today. The Q is still as long as weekends Qs!! I only know clara and shi ni kept making fun of my mouth. Lol... alright People~~~~~ Promote more popcorn combo from now on. Heard that if we hit SPP. We can use the $$$ for chalet and bla bla bla...$2500~~ waiting for us!! (But i don't know if its real or what) Watching "Ghost of girlfriend past" tml. =)) like finally...

Tata..

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ReNe..

2009-06-29T01:10:00.002+08:00

<----Tiff

<----Me

Haha...Cool eh?? Some overdue photos as well... Im the "handsome suit guy" means my look now aint real! Lol...

Working tml. Incharge of 3d. Pray hard don't lose anymore glasses liao. =/

Nights everyone!!!

tata..

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ReNe..

2009-06-28T02:40:00.001+08:00

Cool right? My mum made this Waffler but of course got this little machine help la. Actually i post pictures of food because...... IM HUNGRY!!!! Seriously hungry man. And i got this craving for MAC! I miss the fries alot. =((

Baby~~ Pei me go eat mac on mon can? Lol....

Today work exactly 11 hrs of shift at Box. And Im lip is burning which made my lip look like "small chilli hotdog" Very painful and dry =( And i see no reason why the Q is still so ultra long when there's no more tickets to sell liao. Can you believe that its really FULL HOUSE for most of the time slots and left with 1st row for the last show as well?! Plus its really tirring to keep repeating over and over again that : " from 6 Pm show onwards its all single seatings until 11.40pm , and 11.40pm shows to 1250 shows all left with only 2nd row from the front bla bla bla" ??? Its the same old sentences. Some patrons are even so desperate to watch transformers till they don't mind separating thier seats even though its far apart. =.=" What can i say~~~~~

When i went inside the office, Fred, clara and shi ni's is asking how come my mouth like that? Is it someone bite me or something?! I was like...No la..Dont anyhow think!!!

After closing my counter , i went to help floor staff to clear cinema - Interlock for cinema 4, 5 and 6. There's this quite chio gal (mentioned by sean) lost her wallet in cinema 4. Then she cried because she said her wallet contain lots of $$$. What to do, perhaps some irritating BASTARD/BICTH took it away lor. Really bad karma man! Haix...Imagine your own wallet lost? Theres nothing we can do to help her but instead, ask her to write lost and found form. Hope some kind soul will return the wallet back.

Alright....Before i end my entry...I wanna tell you im missing you every single moment. And you're not forgotten ! =))))

Tata..

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ReNe..

2009-06-27T03:11:00.002+08:00

Taken on my 20th birthday in school with some classmates. ( Just wanna clear away some photos from my hp) =/

What a sad news!! Michael Jackson pass away~~

And im going to slp now becox im working in the morning later. Yeah~~~ I can see darling real soon =))

2009-06-26T07:02:00.000+08:00

Didnt work today. But I slept till 5Pm then wake up and get ready to meet Fred and yy at Gv. We planned yesterday to attend Tiff's ah ma's wake. Haix.. Human beings.. "sheng lao bin si"= Get old--->Fall sick--->Die? Tiffy, get over it soon and be strong yah??!!! But seriously speaking , I think im getting old eh!! Last time i feel very tired of life , can just anyhow say die die lor. Now i don't know why just so afraid of dying. Perhaps now im being loved by my dearest. I just cant afford to leave any of my cloest peeps. So the moral of the story is~~~ Treasure whatever/whoever you have right now. Dont wait until you really lose them then regret. Life is short, so live it!! Life isnt just by earning $$$, clearing debts,paying bills etc. I think life is to enjoy. There are lots of stuff i just feel like doing. But time and $$ is the prob currently. I've planned to stop education after my nitec course and start working for a year to save some $$$ then see in future maybe further study or something. These are some of my plannings only as you know, plans always dont work out what you always wanted it to be.

Anyway...Can you believe at this point of time im like still online, blogging? Oh man..I just dont feel tired! Just now went supper with kevin, Serene, Denny and my bro. Came back around 5am. Just got the urge to on my lapp. So here i am! Well, just take this opportunity to clear away some pics and transfer some files.

AND....I misses you too much till..I took out the disc you gave me on my birthday. Just to see those photos we took. So sweet and nice. =') (I watched the video twice somemore!!)

I hope we can meet up real soon and spend more time with each other. And I shall give you a big big hug when i see you next week. :)

Alright..I think i should stop here liao , becox Im woking tml for box closing. plus , its mornig liao..WOoooooo~~~ Morning people!!!

Tata...
Signing Off..

ReNe..

2009-06-25T06:04:00.000+08:00

Some overduessss photos!!

I remember we went to eat suki sushi for our lunch after watching Revolutionary road at Plaza sing. =)

2009-06-24T01:42:00.001+08:00

A great day spent today. Went down to plaza sing for lunch and shop around with Tiffy. Later on we went daiso and we saw lala and her ahem. So coincidence! We went back to Tampines after that and we catch the show- "Trail of the panda" It is not as bad as what other people said. Alot of peeps said that the show is very boring and not up to standard. However, I think that the show is really nice and touching. True story leh! Plus the Panda sacrifies themselves during the earthquakes in sichuan a few months ago. Poor panda! They're really cute lor =(

Oh yah..Tiff also very funny. Made me really laugh out loud. The little boy in that show said to the panda that he cant remember his parents look even though they just pass away. Then the little boy also asked the panda : " do you still remember your parents look"? Then tiff made this funny remark.

Tiff : " They all look the same what"

Me : " hahahaha...yah hor, i never thought of that"

Hahaha...funny right?

Tata..

Signing Off..

ReNe..

2009-06-23T02:56:00.001+08:00

Was Working today. Not many people in the morning but afternoon time was still alright only. Poor popper 5. Always spoil. Hmmm..Gv is like so RICH and yet want cut don't know what LJ cost. SOoooo LAME!!

The "cutting cost" thingy infact made them make a big big loss lor. If they install the scanner thingy in cinema 2. I believe no 1 would steal the 3d's specs. From the beginning till now. Heard from Fred that over 50+++ 3d specs missing. How can they afford to continue lose some more specs?zzz...Then , if they can change popper 5 , also no need everytime ask the person come repair. Prep room got air con "ma jiam" no air con also. -.-" Plus GV's cinema chair so "log cok". Some can even shake till nobody business. Aiyax.. if they really want cut here cut there also not my prob. Just every year "soon soon li li" up my pay can liao.. Muhahaha~~~~

And now if buy Nachos and jumbo hotdog combo "si bei bo hua sia" all regular drinks. Even CMM also regular. But the funny thing is, customer always complain this and that. Our drink very small and bla bla bla. But they like never complain other Gv location de. Ya la Ya la.. All its GVTM's fault. Sot de.

I know i super random, talk about working thing suddenly. Lol..

PS: "you're so cute. Can webcam me till you fall asleep. I know talk to me very boring la. Lol.. But i watched you slp for about 20 mins and i decided to wake you up because you still got school the next day. Anyway, really sorry for everything today. I really hope whatever had happened today, will be our last time liao. We should give in to each other so that relationship can last. And i do want our relationship to last, don't you? I did FB quiz about 'how long my relationship can last'. It says can last long want lor. Im faithful. Overall , whatever we promise each other, try not to break it and we shall stay as sweet as like before. yeah?" So...I shall end my entry here by wishing my dearest you...

~~~~~~~

Happy anniversary=)))

Forever love!!!

Tata..

Signing Off..

ReNe..

2009-06-21T14:25:00.001+08:00

Someone's complaining that i officially got back my internet but didnt update that often. Sorry la..So here i am blogging. Has been working almost everyday during this holiday. I don't know it should be good news or bad news that pay day will be on the 24th. Its good because i got $$$ soon and i can faster return some $$$ 1st and bad because very fast sure "bo lui" =(

Oh well..Its father's day today. I wanna wish my dad and barry's dad a happy father's day. =)

Hope they can stay as happy forever..As healthy as forever.I'll be going out with barry's and family later. Shit man!! Didnt get Barry's dad anything. Feel so ps. But i didnt get for my father as well la. No matter what happened. I just hope that my father wont so so stubbon anymore. Now that he's got this problem which means he wont be so strong as last time. But no matter what happened , we all will always stand by your side and support you!!

Goodbye peeps. shall update again when im free.

Im missing you every hour , every min and every single sec.

Tata..

Signing Off..

ReNe..

2009-06-16T00:34:00.000+08:00

WooooHooooo~~~~

My internet has OFFICIALLY back =))))

And i think the MIO tv thingy aint cool but instead..the Remote controller look cooler. Hahaha...Look so classic!

Tml working Candy bar opening with Tin tin lock lock!! Sian 1/2

Just nw i super random..i sms-ed baby and i said

Me : "hey , i got something to tell you"!

Darling : " why?" (so no link to my msg)

Me : " Now indeed im suffering ,but i promise to get a better life in future. Life isnt just by paying bills and debts. Its to enjoy life too eh?

Darling : "Yeah~ why so random?"

Me :Because i want to let you have/enjoy life in future" !

Darling : " Lol. Blog it out leh. "

So here i come..by blogging this.

I want faster clear debts then i can faster save $$$ for my 21st birthday chalet!! And of course to buy the things i wanna buy Sooooo long ago.

Alright!! jia you Serene Tan Pei Pei aka Keith =))

You can Do it... $550 more to go~~~~

Tata..

Signing Off..

ReNe...

2009-06-03T12:44:00.001+08:00

Yeah...Just tolearte 2 more weeks and i shall enjoy my 3 weeks of hoildays ONLY.!

lol...

Primary and secondary school student are all having their holidays already. While me leh, preapring my exams. I took my MTC phase test today...sian...hopefully can make it. And this week shall be my last week teaching that pri 1 kid. No more easy $$$ liao. Must chiong work at GV to continue earn $$$ so that i can clear debts. Anyway.. my bro's gonna take over to teach that boy.. Wish him all the best =)

Hmmm...During the holidays tiff and i already planned some outings.

1st)HOTPOT culture ^^

2)Picnic at botanic garden

3)cycling

4)back to london for the last 5 session

5)Bake cookie with tiff's poly frens..

6) Tim sum with My bro and some gv frens..

Yeah..should be all =))

Lalalalalalalalala...Talos sis..Pls save $$$ when you get your pay. So that you can join some of the outings that Tiff and i planned.

Same goes to you buddy.

Oh yah!!! going PRAWNING with my sec school clique next fri. Finally!! after so long we gonna meet up..

Alright!! im feeling better because i keep telling meself to stop thinking what had happened plus i told myself to be really netural from now on.

Tata..

Signing Off..

ReNe..

2009-06-02T17:14:00.000+08:00

I'm not trying to make a big fuss out of anything here. Just want to let out everything so I'll feel SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH better.

After all.. I still think that everybody need to reflect on themselves because no 1 is ever perfect. True enough? And I believe that parties which are involved in certain type of problems shouldn't blame 1 another but really REFLECT upon themselves or TALK it out with each other to iron things out. However, if they don't wish to continue thier friendship anymore, they will avoid the problem and push all the blames to the other party. Yeah?

I'm truly sad and disappointed with whatever had happened yesterday. From my very first few messages, I kept saying that its all a misunderstanding and its only just a small problem. Which means, I'm trying to make things easier by not arguing with you. So that we can maintain the friendship we have and won't be so awkward when we work together in the future. But you just kept avoiding and even said that "we" make use of ur VIP Pass. Alright. If you think that we are your "closest clique" whom always make use of you. Then go ahead. Its really an insult to the people who used your VIP pass. Since you said no more closest clique or what so ever. I shall take your words seriously and I shall not talk about our friendship anymore. What else can I do when you already push all the blames to me and you started to avoid the problems that we are facing? Once again..I still feel so.....kinda piss? Why must I be the ONLY 1 carrying all the blames? Have you ever thought about my feelings before you said those things? Put yourself in my shoes, I believe it won't be a good feeling.

Since you have already blame me up down left right centre.. Yah... SERENE TAN WAS THE 1 INFLUENCING THE REST AND DRAG THE FCUKING WHOLE WORLD DOWN TO PLAY WITH ME.

If I did nothing wrong, I got nothing to be afraid of. I shall put a full stop to every single thing here. Don't ever come to ask me what's going on. Because I dont want such things to be SPREAD. Plus, if this problem continues to go on, I believe more people will support me. I just wish that work will go smoothly for me.

FULL STOP!

2009-05-31T00:41:00.003+08:00

Some unglam photos. haha...=))

YOU'RE A GREAT FRIEND OF MINE!!!

I LOVE YOU...

2009-05-30T00:23:00.000+08:00

Hmmm..went jogging with tiff a few days ago. I quite weak liao after all i didnt go for p.e ever since i left my sec school. But i'll try to improve la k? lol..

Last last sun if im not wrong , there's family day at GVTM. I bring my sister along with me. Movie screened was MONSTERS VS ALIENS. I believe my sister enjoy the movie alot other than the food. Maybe she too picky liao, so most of the food she dun like.

Okay.. This is random!!! I think That wet soil is not as bad as what we think? I don't know la , just some thoughts. Maybe her working style very fucked up. Perhaps different culture. That time the other GV locaton ppl/headquaters ppl so KS. They q up den make yy buddy and us planned to cut q by going thru the "short cut". Then this lady from headquater so KPO can?she act as if she very pro, then she actually stopped us from "cutting q". She also mentioned that its very unfair because the ppl from HER HEADQUATER SIDE ARE ALL Q-ing. But that wet soil actually allow us to cut wan lo. Anyway..after the show, yy went to look for her. She wanna ask her if anything will happen or not. Surprisingly she said something which surprise me la.

WET SOIL: don't worry, if got any problem i'll help you all wan.

ZZZZZZZZZZZ....=.=

Anyway.. 1st impression doesnt mean last impression. Yeah?

Alright!!!!!!My exams is just around the corner. Cannot skip school that often liao.

I still stressed over my debts stuff..plus all those outstanding bills that my dad owes.

Shall stop here le. Tired!!

Tata..

Signing Off..

ReNe..

2009-05-24T23:09:00.000+08:00

Woo~~~It has been Soooooooo long since i last updated!

I think my blog is serioulsy dead. Nonono.. I should say im dead and finally alive. Ah ha..Lame!!

Anyway..i feel that this semester past so fast and its my 7th week of school already. which means, in just 2 more weeks time, im gonna have my 3 weeks of holiday soon. And bad news to me is that all my test is just around the corner. Sian 1/2

Perhaps my C.A is no longer that B**** anymore. Therefore , im a little more motivated to go school. Once again , i pity jie hao. hahaha... (evil)

Im trying my best to do/learn whatever i can already. I dont know why im so poor at practical. Somehow very slow in learning hands on stuff!! zzz... Kind of stressing me up man.

On the other hand , i just feel so tired. Really tired which make me feel like taking a few days break , staying at home etc.

Is it fated? that my family members and i got to suffer so much? Its really unfortunate that my dad at this age , still kinda imature. Its really sad to see that as im suffering too.

Other than working so hard just to clear my debts (around $800)

I still need the money for my school allowance. Plus i need to pay my bills and now even my house phone bills etc. Im tired of all this. Why other people know how to think?they are sensible enough of earning money bla bla bla bla. But just not my dad. No 1 can ever talk some sense to him de. He think he does everything right! Theres more to say , but..just forget about it! haix.... i should say , let nature take it own course!

Anyway , i went to this "night at the museum tour" with tiffy , barry and tian. It include 1 blue sentosa aunty bag , 1 "popcorn combo" (REGULAR) and sentosa trip + movie.

We took quite a no. of photos. And i really enjoy it. Thanks tiffy =))

Im back to work yesterday after such a long break. And its really sucky to work when there's blockbuster movies , like Night at the museum & Angels and demonds.

Bla bla bla. I work full shift somemore at visa q. When floor staff open the shutter. Thats it!! the q is so long and its seriously non-stop that i didn even have the chance to drink or eat.

So tired man!! total credit card slip was 140 pieces- $3366 and prepaid slip was 50+ -$1165 i think. ALOT CAN????

Still wanna thank tiffy becox she came to help me serve awhile which i managed to drink some water before i really lose my voice.

I think i shall stop here liao.

Im still alive.hahaha...

Tata..

Signing Off..

ReNe..

2009-04-30T10:20:00.001+08:00

Currently in school now.

Zzz...Waste my time coming to school so early. Initially wanted to complete my Schematic drawing by today which the rest has so called completed. Im kind of stressed because im still STUCK at 2nd drawing!!!

Anyway , C.A already MC from monday till now. As for today is not because teacher not around , but is because of dont know what network stuff and therefore we cant use the software.

And that is why im blogging now. Went to facebook but its kind of lagging.

Hmmmm...Im extremely happy today , because... ITS MY DAY TODAY =)))))

Even though my dearest cant celebrate for me due to some stuff , but i really hope you can meet me tonight and of course , i would like you to celebrate for me every year without fail !!!

I would excuse you this year so you owe me 1... hee... =)

Updating what has happened yesterday.

I was cheated to GV by my dearest clique , because they told me that theres TEST PRINT for RAMEN GIRL. I happily bought MAC (supper) tot can eat while watching the test print. I saw a cake lighted with 2 candles after i came out from the toilet. I was really ps/shy becox im kind of shocked or rather surprise to see that. Im sorry for showing expressionless face to you all. All thanks to some spoiler. =(

Imagine that everyone stand in front of you staring and suddenly someone just commented something like "can faster or not" ! Its really sad la , like you being force to sing birthday song for me! I wonder how you would feel if some others actually say the same stuff to you. Its okay , da ren bu ji xiao ren guo! Oh yah , and that is why i said no need to sing me any birthday song which i decided to proceed to make some wishes etc.

Overall , im really (x infinite) touched and happy for what you guys did for me. Thanks for the surprises and presents!! =]

Its not i never show any expression , its because im too shocked/touched to express out. I did "cry" a little in the changing room =x (Tiff can be my withness)

Anyway..Once again......I would like to thank you guys for treating me so good. For spending $$$ on me.. For remembering my b'day. For spending time preparing all this.

I LOVE YOU GUYS=)))))))

I would like to thank Da jie , Brother , Amanda , Yu Ying buddy , Geraldine , Talos for the presents

and special thank to Tiffy for the additional gift (wallet)

I simply love all the presents from you all.. Hee...

alright. I Shall stop here le. Im going for my break soon.

I'LL ALWAYS REMEMBER THIS SPECIAL DAY that you guys are there for me!

tata..

Signing Off..

ReNe..

2009-04-29T13:57:00.001+08:00

Some random pics taken at my cousin place.

I know i very retaarded in some of the pics. Hahaha...Wadever!!!

Do i look nice with the specs on? Just wondering becox my love said UGLY! =((

Tata..

Signing Off..

ReNe..