Getting lesser and lesser people in class each day..

Anyway.. During break, I went to cafe 1 with Wei sheng and Kao oh. 3/4 done with our food, "DM" ---> discipline mistress

came over and say this to me : "Take out your ear stuck"

All of us stunt and I asked which 1, I thought cannot wear the bigger hole ear stuck. After that she repeat again, "take out your ear stuck". Wei sheng caught what she meant and told her that Im a GIRL. So she stare at me for a few seconds and thought that we lied to her. I showed her my Ez-link card and she got so paiseh saying that Wei sheng and my hair look alike, plus I dont look like girl...Zzz..

Thinking back on the 1st day of school. Mr Tao and 1 of the teacher actually called me "Handsome". Hahahahah.... Even though its quite embarrassing but Im not offended because Im already used to it. Some coffee shop aunty/uncle already call me "Xiao di". Btw, "handsome" is like an compliement? Hahaha.. At least Im really good looking other than my size and height!!

Anyway.. Started to relflect on myself after chatting with yy buddy. And yes, she's right..!!

I've a very bad habit and I've to change it. Im sorry for being such an ass. However, not everyone can understand my situation because we're different. You all wont understand how much I've suffer. This is life isnt it? Sometimes I think that Im suffering from depression sia. Like seriously.

Woot~~~ I feel so much better after I tear. Heh!!! Im still so kiddish.. Thats the good thing because Im turning 21 soon. AHHHHHHH!!!!

Life sucks to the max!!!! And I hate myself so fucking much.

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