Okay.. I know its super grossssss... Hahaha...

Seriously feel like crying when I look at my own injures. But at the same time I don't wanna give up just like that. It would be a waste because enrolment free 100 plus + I deposite $60 into my acc already which cannot be refunded.

Tml so called got "no school" because teacher will be away for some courses. So, I'll be at home resting and hopefully I can recover fast enough.

Hey ppl.. This is so random... Do you guys ever have thoughts that "you" might not be your parents real son/daughter? Hahahaha... because I do have. I tell you... My mother is soooooo SUPER biased. Seriously.. My brother can do whatever he wants but I cant. My brother did something wrong but she never ever complain to my aunty. However, if I were to do something wrong, she can just go around telling the whole world about me bla bla bla.

Im always hurt by her. But I just choose to keep quiet because if I were to voice out. I will always be at the lossing side. And I believe I might cry!! Hahaha...

Seriously speaking.. Looking at all my entries, do I ever mention my real/true feelings actually? Sometimes la. But infact, Im really really hurt!!! when Im really sad, I don't show it out like my bro to my parents. I will cry alone in my room, hiding my sadness and tears from them. And who do I really spoke to? Everyone knows. I've been acting strong enough infront of everyone. Being a very happy-go-lucky person for these past 2 years.

Well... Complicated yah? I just need to be alone. I don't wish to talk to anyone in my family for now. Let nature take it own course. As time goes by and I shall see. I hate this type of fuckin life.

And I heaven even pay my school fees yet!! Im suffocating~~~~GG!!!

Hahaha...Maybe I'll be kick out from school soon.. Yeah....