Just finish packing my room, suddenly feel like doing it.
While I pack, I actually saw some letters and diary. Letters from somebody else la and diary that I wrote. It was like year 2004. Heh... So long ago yeah? Although its kind of memories for me, but I quickly destroy it because some are really nonsense. Back than, I realised I am really so childish. However, the things that I like somehow maintain the same. Like my favourite drink, fruits, colour etc.
I also realised how close I was with my cousin cynthia. Haha.. Right now both of us have our own things to do and I believe we will catch up with each other 1 day =) Not forgetting lynette and some of my other cousins who started growing up!!
And at the same time, there are lots of random thoughts going through my mind. Which is the reason why I cant get to slp. What kind of person I am actually? The people whom are close to me, are they real to me or just faking infront of me? Sometimes I feel that Im really so... Aiyax.. hard to explain. Certain feelings/thoughts are hard to express it out.
I also don't know why Im being so negative suddenly. Zzz... Sometimes took bus alone, looking at so many different people. And I started telling myself this : " If I were to enter work force, how do I dress myself and how will the rest of people look at me" ?
I need counselling. LOL..
Im really tired! ='(