Stress.. I need money.. Any kind soul wanna lend me?

Hahaha..

IM SERIOUS... Zzz.. =(

Random post ah..

Tml starting school at 10am. And time passss so fastttt that.. Its my 5th week of school already. Completed all my phase test. And Im waiting for my holiday to come. =)

But sad news is... Failed my pract 1 again and taking my 4th time soon. Perhaps next week or so. Really sian sia.. But trying to stay positive. Thanks lala for motivating me!! Hahaha.. How nice (:

Im really tired of my life man. I know no 1 is perfect. I don't want be perfect too, scared too many ppl will like me. Hahaha..Kidding.. Just want more $$$.

Dear God~~ Pls be more fair towards everyone can? =.="

Before I end my random entry.. I wanna let eveyone know that I MISS TIFFANY ANG..

Wahahaha.. So long never see her liao!!

Nights!!! I'll dream of money tonight, and I believe Im the millionaire in my dream. That is why Im poor in real life!!

I LOVE MY HAIR!!!

As if.. yy and I planned to have a hair cut tml after our pract lesson. Everytime cut the same hairstyle abit sian but no choice. And I also thought of going "Hair for hope", supporting people suffering from cancer. Perhaps next year. But if Im still schooling then I shall reconsider yeah!

Oh well......

My mum kept nagging non-stop. "Ask me to keep long hair"

"Ask me to go rebond it after I have the long hair"

"Ask me wear skirt"

"Ask me find BF"

"Ask me stop learning motorbike"

If not..........She gonna disown me. *LAUGH*

Is not I don't bother about what she said, its just that Im old enough to choose what I wanna do. And definitely mature enough by knowing what Im doing.

Im trying to stay as positive as I can. But yet, I don't have much confident of passing my pract 1 tml. Just pray hard that at least give me some CHOPS on my book. At least give me some motivation marh!! Grrr!! Heard from maharthar( Don't know how to spell his name,sorry) that he also taking his 3rd time pract 1 tml but its at 6 plus. He told me that he very unlucky because there's 1 gal who didnt manage to get out of the big circle, drop bike a few times managed to pass. Its quite biased though... Just add oil no matter what. =)

Oh yah, before I end my entry, wanna share 2 funny jokes with you guys. I was working at box office today ( VISA LAI => by aga)

This guy came and buy 2 tickets from me using cash.

He told me : " I want 2 tickets to THATS IT"

I stunt awhile and asked him : " Sorry, what show would you like to watch" ? and he repeated "THATS IT"

After a few seconds of stunt, I realise he want to watch Michael Jackson, THIS IS IT!!!

So I act as if nothing happened and confirm the show and show time with him. LOL!!!!

2nd joke... 1 filipino lady came and collect her tickets. Then guess what? The name she filled up was : "SMRT CITIBANK VISA"

Then I got this urge to ask her if the tickets were booked by "MISS SMRT"? But I didnt la. But its really damn funny when I saw that name.

Okay.. I can doze off anytime. Tired!! Got school in the morning 8am.

Night peeps... =)

Working in the morning and was doing 3d today. Arcade centre is just beside GV and the machine is super noisy. Especially the "UFO catcher". I saw alot of ppl actually tried to catch some soft toy which is really cute. And that is why I upload this photo. Hahaha.. Because of this 4 tiny "little poon" ( which was pronounce by me a few months ago) cost me nearly $150. Alot of ppl would rather go buy right? But its the fun-nest you see. The more you cant catch the more du lan you will be and then you will have the urge to play more. That is why..... I spent so much on them! Hahha.. This 4 soft toy its with Tiffy now. Take good care eh!! Oh yah.. Especially the "Blue poon" Damn it!!! I think this is the colour that made me spent so much money on it. Whereas the pink 1, I think only 6 bucks =)

LIMITED EDITION okay!!!

Anyway.. I feel that sometimes life is damn boring. Dont you think so? Its like.. Sometimes after school I would go to work and earn money. Weekends no need to say, sure work. When it come to pay day, "clear debts", " Pay bills", " school fees", "Allowance"!! End up I got no money for myself to spend. After all, I start to realise Im no longer young and yet I have no education. Not only that, I also realise I've been spending really little time talking to "you" and hang out to have fun like the past. Sigh!!!!

I know its very random ah. Because I wanna upload photos to make my blog more attractive. And I realise..." eh.. I heaven been taking any photos and there's really not much for me to upload" So... I started thinking and have all this random thoughts.

Btw, Monday will be my 3rd time taking my Bike Pract 1. Thats sad right? Seriously, I think Im a DAMN slow learner. Even my other friends can do better than me. But have to stay POSITIVE!!! =) Really trying my best to pass. I hope I wont take more than 4 times because time consuming ah. And money is another problem. Now my acc left $$60 until the next pay. Good luck to me!! Any kind soul wanna lend me money? hahaha.. =((

Alright.. This is all I have to say.

GOOD LUCK to me for every single thing!!

Okay.. I know its super grossssss... Hahaha...

Seriously feel like crying when I look at my own injures. But at the same time I don't wanna give up just like that. It would be a waste because enrolment free 100 plus + I deposite $60 into my acc already which cannot be refunded.

Tml so called got "no school" because teacher will be away for some courses. So, I'll be at home resting and hopefully I can recover fast enough.

Hey ppl.. This is so random... Do you guys ever have thoughts that "you" might not be your parents real son/daughter? Hahahaha... because I do have. I tell you... My mother is soooooo SUPER biased. Seriously.. My brother can do whatever he wants but I cant. My brother did something wrong but she never ever complain to my aunty. However, if I were to do something wrong, she can just go around telling the whole world about me bla bla bla.

Im always hurt by her. But I just choose to keep quiet because if I were to voice out. I will always be at the lossing side. And I believe I might cry!! Hahaha...

Seriously speaking.. Looking at all my entries, do I ever mention my real/true feelings actually? Sometimes la. But infact, Im really really hurt!!! when Im really sad, I don't show it out like my bro to my parents. I will cry alone in my room, hiding my sadness and tears from them. And who do I really spoke to? Everyone knows. I've been acting strong enough infront of everyone. Being a very happy-go-lucky person for these past 2 years.

Well... Complicated yah? I just need to be alone. I don't wish to talk to anyone in my family for now. Let nature take it own course. As time goes by and I shall see. I hate this type of fuckin life.

And I heaven even pay my school fees yet!! Im suffocating~~~~GG!!!

Hahaha...Maybe I'll be kick out from school soon.. Yeah....

Im back after so long..

Oh well.. Currently feeling a little weak as I "buang" when taking my practical 1 on thurs.

I injured my waist and elbow and it hurts alot. Cant bend my hand, cant bend down and take things. Haix... Lucky I didnt hurt my right hand otherwise it would be more troublesome. Initailly wanna take photos of my injuries and post it here. But it look damn grosssss so I decided not to.

These words came from the bottom of my heart!! ==> Im really lucky to have you by my side. Helping me to change my dressing of my injuries, and worried for me when Im injured. Cry for me when you feel heartache and sayang me when you see me in great pain. I really love you so much. I believe the others wouldnt do so much for me.

But I know out there, there are alot of ppl who really care and concern for me. Like my mum... she keep nag nag nag nag at me but she really worried that I might get into trouble. My buddy and friends who asked me to take good care and even bee hong ah yi. My dad "TSK" me so loudly but I know he care for me too. But when he saw my injuries, he just said: "oh.. a little bit only" I was like.. Zzzz.. Pain lor.. Grrr!!!

Anyway... dont worry la.. I'll be fine!! No worries ppl.. Just pray damn damn hard that my next pract will be better for me!! =) And thanks so much for you all de care and concern.. LOVE YOU ALL LOTS!!!

Anyway.. Just some updates....

Went to Vivo Gold class to watch " My sister's keeper" & "Julie & julia"

Well..I think my sisters keeper is really a touching movie... Go ahead and watch. Tiff and I both tear so badly. Hahahha...

We also went to watch "the deadly tsunami" last week. 4/5 for the rating!! Great movie too =)

Bought tickets for " Love happens" , " Blue mansion" & " Jennifers body" on this coming sun. (which is tml)

Compass expiring today, so no choice have to marathon movies liao.

Alright.. Nothing much to update already. Later going out to celebrate Fred's birthday.

Oh yah Fred.. Tiff and I are the organiser okay... Must like the present we choose for you. And not forgetting to wish you a HAPPY 32nd BIRTHDAY!! Stay happy always =))

Tata..

Signing off..

ReNe..

Super craving for all these food especially the mango dessert. Don't know why suddenly feel like eating mango or durian. ( These pics was taken quite some times ago)

Was working candy bar closing just now and my total sales was only $15.30! Was training one girl name sharon, Joanne sister. I think she's okay la. Maybe because she work at cashier before, so its rather easier for her. Taught her how to pack nachos, bring her to see site office, bring her go see where to throw rubbish, taught her how to wash warmer and griller, taught her how to wash dispenser and yah. Not too bad =)

Anyway, went to bike thy lesson 1 and 2 on wed and it was so boring. Sat there for 4 hrs and my shoulder was extremely PAIN!! How I wish you could be there for me!!

Going for thy 3 & 4 the coming Tue with yy buddy and one of my classmate Tan wee seng. I also booked Practical lesson 1 the coming thurs after my school. Even though the passing percentage is not very high, hopefully I wont do so badly!!

It would be a busy months for me as I have alot of things to do and catch up. Must hang on and cannot give up!!!

Oh yah, even though this is quite P&C but just feel like blogging it out as it's a happy things for me. Every semster, the director of don't know what will get top2 to 3 students GPAs and don't know do what to it la. A little blur though. However, Im one of the top 2 students for this semester and my class advisor asked me to keep it up.

He told me : I believe you can do it wan hor, so please keep it up and please change your lateness habit.!! "

Okay.. Im not trying to hao lian la, just find it so curious because there are a few of my classmates did better than me but they were not choosen on the list.

Please take good care of youself and I believe now its time for me to take good care of you!!

Last but not least.. HAPPY ANNIVRSARY BABY!!

Night peeps!!